i was badly hurt today...

i was really badly hurt today...

have you ever hate someone and you feel like you really really really hate her?and you wanna give her all the "curse" on the earth to her??n have you ever met one person decent looking bla..bla..tapi actually hypo type, ngumpat belakang n tell others bad 'bout you..depan2 x berani...longlai kononnyer......i've met this girl...and i actually really hate her :p...and have you ever hate someone till you are badly hurt because you hate somebody that you hate most...sound bad isn't it?unfortunately i am badly hurt because of this today.. tho in my concern i do really know that the fact of hating someone will ends no where...but i do have this feeling towards this gurl, really do....rasa cam nak lempang and sepak terajang je..

luckily i am a person who are easily getting mad to many things but also are easily cooling down..but scar is there rite??thats why i think when there is "recurrent"..i just can't bear the feeling...i really hope i can put my anger and hatred low down..rasa cam nak masuk rehab je...


secondly, have you ever feel like being the second??and have you ever feel like you are the one who the last to know about something important by someone that you really love and care?i do...today...and it hurt me so much...tho sometimes,there was no such thing happened,there are at times this feeling comes especially when you are really really really love and care someone you love...



#and thanks to someone that i loved saying that "the people that you hate will be so happy when she knows that you was hurt because of hating her"...so i won't let her happy ..hehehe...so this is maybe the last time i was hurt because of this things...i won't be!!! thanks aween!