wanted to go home badly..

This is my first-ever-try after being here for 3 semesters....not going back home.....which is really not me at all!!!!!ramai pelik but it is true....hahaha.....i thought ..i really2 thought that time....i can refrain myself from not feeling guilty of this decision...but sadly i had and even more now....seeing and hearing my friends said that they'll going back home next week has made me feel distracted.......not annoyed but hhmmmm guilty??....ntahlah...and to the worst those going back tomorrow.

Helloooo???!that is so soon okeyyy!hahaha.....

Anyway, i've made up my mind......agaknyer cam ni lah dorang dulukan when i always choose to go home for every semester holidays.....guilty??ntahlah...but i do missing my homey, my parents so much!, my brothers and my 'lil sister, malaysian foods alotttz!,shopping2 mall kat malaysia...barangan jualan malaysia,buahan malaysia khususnyer durian, pasar malam malaysia dan sebagainyer....has made me really wanna go home!!

but i can't

....plans had been made...sudah termaktub!!haha...i promised myself to many things....first of all i''ll be having my bike as soon jer korang yang manjer banyak lemak ni balik malaysia...hehehe..and i'm saving money for new phone too...plus...my beloved brother is coming up here....so had to save some so then we both had much2 fun here together like we used to at back home.....heyyy....due to all this, i had to stay.......enough reasons??.i think yeah....

sunyi???

Memang sunyi!...and i can imagine perasaan those who doesn't go back regularly..:p...hahahaha..... but i do really3 wonder kenapalah budak2 yang banyak duit ni tak rasa nak balik pon?padahal money to them is not a problem kan....not like me...memang istihar diri muflis kalau balik malaysia....yerla....bawa 3 ribu pon x cukupkan.....duit tiket flight x kira lagi?!! some may say my heart is here now sebab tu i'm not going home, and sebab my baby boo tak balik which isn't really true.....having him here when many people going back home is really great!i am so much much blessed......but the things is i do really miss my parents a lot!!nak ikotkan hati dah beli ticket flite.......

but i really can't....

Biarlah this holiday will be the most boring holiday ever!lepas ni tak nak saving too much...wanna have fun jer.....and become broke by end of month.....promise every month! :p.......i love live that way....:p....thank god i have second bank for saving kalau tak....tak taula....

By the way i really hope my parents will give me a visit one day....really missing you!!!

she is hwatt!!

guys introducing my beloved idol of whole beauty.......

MEGAN FOX

i really adore this celeb.....

name: Megan Fox
birth name: Megan Denise Fox
birth date: may 16 1986
height: 5' 6"
profession:actress,model

she is HOT kan? blink* blink*...no wonder people love to see her nude...

really really love this pose

afta all, she has all the beauty......

i wish can be like her.....hwattt!...harapanlahhhh...hehe

udang menari-nari dalam perut...

OMG tonite i eat a lot..A LOT!!

i just come back from Barbeque Nation, at indiranagar 100ft road...it's actually a buffet dinner with live karaoke singers entertaining the visitors...me , aween , fareed and hamid was there.usually i don't do buffet because in my thought there will be many people,overcrowding sebab population dorang ni ramai yang amat, and i don't really go for closed space dining concept.. i'll feel like suffocating...but this restaurant is quite nice...first,it has an opened space dining concept, well ventilated and the services are also well-managed...x de la bau ketiak orang ke kan..


The food tonite was just so so..not as good as last time..(hamid said this)..but it was pretty true tho...tho that, we still enjoy the nite, of course!...actually, we are quite disappointed because we were expecting crabs and lambs..luckily,the dessert was pretty good,got German cheese cake, almond pie, brownie, icecream and many more lah...and disaat2 perot dah melayut full, still we played a game, and those who lost,got to eat prawns...A LOT of prawns....rasa cam nak termuntah dah...

to me, this place is good to hang with friends, gelak besar-besar..go come in groups it will be much much fun!..and it's just so casual dining not formal..

At the end of the nite, our stomach was blotting with prawns...and mutton...finally we surrendered,can't take prawns anymore...after then,the flag was down!!

#there are pics too, but i'll upload it later..

why we do read quran ,even if we can't understand a single arabic word?

just got this email from my old friends backhome...just to share wif you guys...nothing else...

This is a beautiful story of an Old

American Muslim lived on a farm in the

mountains of eastern Kentucky with his

young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was

up early sitting at the kitchen table

reading his Qur’an. His grandson wanted

to be just like him and tried to imitate

him in every way he could.

One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa! I

try to read the Qur’an just like you but

I don’t understand it, and what I do

understand I forget as soon as I close

the book. What good does reading the

Qur’an do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from

putting coal in the stove and replied,

"Ta ke this coal basket down to the

river and bring me back a basket of

water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the

water leaked out before he got back to

the house. The grandfather laughed and

said, "You’ll have to move a little

faster next time," and sent him back to

the river with the basket to try again.

This time the boy ran faster, but again

the basket was empty before he returned

home. Out of breath, he told his

grandfather that it was impossible to

carry water in a basket, and he went to

get a bucket instead. The old man said,

"I don’t want a bucket of water; I want

a basket of water. You’re just not

trying hard enough," and he went out the

door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was

impossible, but he wanted to show his

grandfather that even if he ran as fast

as he could, the water would Leak out

before he got back to the house. The boy

again dipped the basket into river and

ran hard, but when he reached his

grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa,

it’s useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old

man said, "Look at the basket."

The boy looked at the basket and for the

first time realized that the basket was

different. It had been transformed from

a dirty old coal basket and was now

clean, inside and out.

"Son, that’s what happens when you read

the Qur’an. You might not understand or

remember everything, but when you read

it, you will be Changed, inside and out"

That is the work of Allah in our lives."

If you feel this email is worth reading,

please forward to your contacts/friends.

Prophet

Muhammad (pbuh) says: "The one who

guides to good will be rewarded equally"

MYOB!

Mind Your Own Bussiness!

i miss my GIRLs back home..

i have to admit that the best friends i ever had are MY GIRLs back home..my girls of TERENDAK MJSC...i do miss you guys...i really missed the time we spent together...share those sad n happy moments...those both laughter and tears we shared tho sometimes bukan masalah kite pon nangis gak kadang-kadang kan...and what makes me feel more sad now is you guys already regroup again..study or working in the same place....can hangout together like last time...i can feel the friendship still strong when we met up at McD depan KUTM dulu..actually im a 'lil bit jealous for that...i do hope that one day when im back raya kot!!, we can meet up,make a hole :p screw things up like we used to do last time....there is the time when i do need some ideas or advice 'bout somethings...it reminds me so much 'bout you guys.....hmmm...i really missed you guys so so much!!as for now i do realize that we can't take our friendship for granted!!never ever.....it's to0 precious to spare...friends is forever kan..and ble da jauh and berpecah2 rindu sangat2!!

i dedicated this songs to my GIRLs back home...
{krun, yanie, layla, aween, dilla, mimi, raihan, ayue,mastot,eza, niza, bogard, pikah and sume budak block I and 4A3,4A1 and 5A1}

Anytime You Need A Friend
© Mariah Carey

If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end,
Just remember to keep the Faith,
And Love will be there to Light the Way

Anytime you need a friend,
I will be here.
You'll never be alone again,
So don't you fear.
Even if you're miles away,
I'm by your side.
So don't you ever be lonely.
Love will make it alright.

When the shadows are closing in
And your Spirit deminishing,
Just remember you're not alone,
And Love will be there
To Guide you Home.

i missed you guys and i would like to say thanks a lot to you guys

For all those times you stood by me - for all the truth that you made me see-for all the joy you brought to my life - for all the wrong that you made right - and for every single dream you made come true

i was badly hurt today...

i was really badly hurt today...

have you ever hate someone and you feel like you really really really hate her?and you wanna give her all the "curse" on the earth to her??n have you ever met one person decent looking bla..bla..tapi actually hypo type, ngumpat belakang n tell others bad 'bout you..depan2 x berani...longlai kononnyer......i've met this girl...and i actually really hate her :p...and have you ever hate someone till you are badly hurt because you hate somebody that you hate most...sound bad isn't it?unfortunately i am badly hurt because of this today.. tho in my concern i do really know that the fact of hating someone will ends no where...but i do have this feeling towards this gurl, really do....rasa cam nak lempang and sepak terajang je..

luckily i am a person who are easily getting mad to many things but also are easily cooling down..but scar is there rite??thats why i think when there is "recurrent"..i just can't bear the feeling...i really hope i can put my anger and hatred low down..rasa cam nak masuk rehab je...


secondly, have you ever feel like being the second??and have you ever feel like you are the one who the last to know about something important by someone that you really love and care?i do...today...and it hurt me so much...tho sometimes,there was no such thing happened,there are at times this feeling comes especially when you are really really really love and care someone you love...



#and thanks to someone that i loved saying that "the people that you hate will be so happy when she knows that you was hurt because of hating her"...so i won't let her happy ..hehehe...so this is maybe the last time i was hurt because of this things...i won't be!!! thanks aween!