heyyy...im done with MBBS ya'olz

hey hi.....

lame betul x update blog.berkarat sudah....:))

and yupp im finally done with MBBS and passed my exams already.alhamdulillah....

quite a struggle towards the end..but me n my batch finaly made it.happy!!

now what im doing??

heeeeee...menganggur la sementara di panggil.enjoy the best time i the world.nnt dah keje pyh nk dpt cuti kan..

families..friends and boyfriend.cant get enough of them...syukur for them.without them i'll be nobody.hee

and now just melariskan sari2 ibunda je...maju meh bisness kkin sari ngan bonda ni...will upload some later.and if anyone interested can pm me ..for 

sure good price..:)))

and im all booked with lotsa weddings to be attended.yela org tua2 kata kite datang majlis orang nnt orang datang jugak meraikan majlis kita..

bile pulak majlis i??

hurm...TUNGU...

eh...TUNGGUUUUUUUUUU.......

insyaallah ade jodoh n pnjang umur ade la nnt.

ewah....

oklah suri rumah professional ni nak g tolong bonda masak sebelum kena jerit jap lagi..:))

Me and bola

nahhh..i don't watch so much international games but Malaysian games, i rather not miss it...i follow many match. it was not recent hobby , i've following malaysia football games and some international plays since high school...we came from a sports family...my father still doing the coaching things for SUKMA...macamla tak de keje lain...balik keje pukul 5 terus pegi stadium...bile time tournament kiteorang kena paksa datang stadium,tgk anak2 buah die punye event...haha

actually i love watching and cheering our national team..all i expect was a good game!score difference wasn't come first...tho sometimes we the fans tend to "mencarut" when the players not playing well, it was just a comment...of course we want our country or state to win...not a hate words or something..just a fan wants their team to do better and be the best next time...

tho that, i found out recently, i was acting "meroyan" when cheering up either the malaysia oplympic squad or malaysia worldcup qualifying team...hahahahaha...naseb tgk p2p je..kalau kat stadium ni...boleh kena baling keluar dari stadium..

neway, congrats malaysian teams for just finished games against Singapore with 3-5 score, eventhough we lose, we still bring with us 3 away goals...but, i still think today's match the worst ever.....!malas nak komen, sain jiwa!

so i will always support HARIMAU MALAYA... we sure can do far more better than today..looking forward 28th July for second leg match in Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil..we can take this fake lionsssss..hahahaha

go go Malaysia!!

Most Precious

Dear friends, i lost my dearly brother, Mohammad Haziq Yusof after he was hit by a car on last 12th May 2011....it was HUGE loss....really.

I took me till now to open up about this.i still do cry at nights....half of my soul gone with him...i love my siblings and family more and more than myself....i always do everything to make thing at ease for them especially my siblings....we go bowling-game after game after game, we love watching movies together-sometimes 3 movies in a row, karaokeing :(...we "love" doing the " our siblings trips".we hate-but- had-to go to the stadium when ayah forced us to come with him to see his athletes have a tournament...orang lain pakai t shirt, kita pakai macam nak pegi jenjalan dengan harapan ayah lepaskan la awal sket...many other things we did together..so much fun!!

I used to received in my inbox so many requests and wish lists from my brothers and lil sister....kasutla, jamla, handphonela, bajula, contact lensla....tho most of them are quite ridiculous sometimes, some of them i just to give...love. erti kate lain kena pau...

...and when one of us wasn't here anymore, you are not here haziq, physically...things that we used to do together, 4 of us, has become weird....ugly weird!

It's not fun anymore!!it hurt me and the others...why so soon?

Dear brother, i love you more than i love myself, i love the family more than myself...if this ugly and painful feeling, and if the unlimited fun, lots of it and craziness are taken away from me and us for unlimited fun and happiness for you in the other world there...i take it as my only love from me to you. my love and prayers will always be with you...

Dear brother, i still do see you in my dream sometimes.it hurt.and if i have to grow old with you like this, i take it.

Everybody misses you.

People say, if you wanna see what a person carry together with him when he died, you see the people who came to his funeral and visit his grave...ibu kate kawan-kawan bangcik setiap hari jumaat datang lawat kat kubur.cikgu addmath n cikgu akaun pon....sebab bangcik pergi hari jumaat...lepas kelas tambahan.

Wtf with the car that hit you. ayah said he's going to settle the things soon.that hurt too. to see things all over again.

I can work up this kind of relationship....it is weird but i gotta deal with it.we always do and get things the hardest way...gone with half of my soul.till the day we finally meet again, you will always be my brother.

EARLY MARRIAGE..fuuuiih!

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I'm brutally and deliriously happy for some of my school friends, classmates here, cousins and old and not so old friends who are newly wed or getting married in 2010 or this year 2011... May you guys continue the next step of life happily and with so much love a

and joys ...

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As for me marriage is totally a big thing and I don't and can't really see me getting into that "step" in near life..seems really BIG STEP to me. And I do respect for those who made decision to get wed now, must be tough!because basics rule about getting married is;

"you get wed or to be more precise can get wed when you are ready to carry the toughest responsibility where once a while you may face bumpy roads along the way as husband or wife, manage to work them out TOGETHER and swear and promise to each other to protect and to love your spouse till forever"

A very simple advice :

there will be nomore U nor I or yours nor mine once you're married, there will be 24:7 US and ours.. ; )))

Fuuuhhh.....

Seems like a BIG responsibility for me now... Fuuihhhh! ; p

Once again to newly wed couplesszzzzz congratulation!!you guys just look stunning and great on your big day. And those who are planning to leap into "the most cherious moments of your life" step, congrats to you too.. And BIG thank you to you because you guys just added tons of collection of pics and videos of wedding into my new HOBBY which I recently call...

" mari berangan kahwin" Haha.. Till then..

p/s: here's for many happy returns to you guys..cheers!

hilang hormat

hari ni nak cerita pasal hilang hormat aku kat makcik2 tempe...

subjek-subjeknye cukuplah makcik2 tempe sahaja...itu dah merangkumi segala aspek umur kat negara yang super tak best ini....

jumaat hari tu(hari2 pon same jer)..aku bawa la scooter balik kelas, odw balik tu tak lah peak hour, bukan time org balik kerja....tapi jalan jammed!dah la panas2 terik, rupa2 nye (seperti biasa...) tempe ni yang buat jammed...huru hara, tak menyempat-nyempat nak cross sana sini...memang patut kerajaan ko buat divider jalan..kalau rendah sket divider tu...comfirm ko boleh angkat motor or kereta ko skali atas tu...

entahla, aku bukan nak buruk2 warganegara ni...but memang almost semua(semua sama jer) jenis yang tak menyempat dan paling aku pantang tak reti beratur..nanti aku cite pasal tak reti beratur ni..memang bangsat abes(tak nyesal langsung gune ayat ni nak describe dorang..)

so pasal makcik2 ni..masa odw balik tu biasalah kalau jalan dorang ni kat pekan2 bawa 40km/j-50km/jer..sebab takot terlanggar makcik2 bodoh(memang sumpah bodoh) yang melintas sesuka hati nenek die jerrrrrrrrr kat jalan raya tu...macam la comfirm orang takkan langgar ko..kadang2 aku terpaksa honk die dari jauh supaya bagi sedar sket yang kau tu nak mati sgt kerrr!!...mungkin korang rasa kasar ayat22 ni, especially for makcik mmg yang tua-tua ni..but memang tak de otak langsung...

kadang2 tu(selalunye...) lepas je aku mengelak makcik yang bermuke toye tu, siap aku jerit mcm perempuan sawan (sedikit exageration!) "bodohla ko ni makcik!!!!!!" dan seumpamanye..

owh i'm not talking about one makcik, almost all makcik tempe ni semua perangai same!!

lagi satu paling aku bengang aku tak tahulah macam mane zaman2 sekolah dorang ni diajar cara2 nak melintas jalan yang betul ke tak..but dorang ni dari umur muda sampai tua..tak reti lintas jalan..just tgk the other side of road clear, teros lintas..pastu bile kite yang datang dari jalan yang same ni hampir2 nak terlanggar die, nak memaki2 pulak..dasar tempe betul..

sumpah aku cakap kat korang hilang betol respect kat warganegara ni, tak kira tua or muda, kaya or miskin....semua same!!

i just wanna finish my study here and i'm done here...

owh tu baru part lintas jalan dan kebebalan dorang ni memandu dan sikap tak menyempat tu...

belom lagi bab tak reti beratur dengan bau ketiak lagik..nnt aku cite lagi...

bubye nak movie marathon japs!

me at 24 years of life

i'm so blessed to live till all these years, so many things i've seen and learnt..syukur!

so, me at this age,

• i'm still not done with my study...not because i had to repeat years or anything like that but memang tak habes study lagi..sometimes(most of the times) , i questioned myself why did i study medicine...dimana silapnyerrr...:PP but dah terlambat for that kan??

• and i'm not married to anybody, yup i know back home most of my friend has gone tru this phase( thanks for the invitation cards, they're all very pretty!!) and some(most) already get pregnant..hmmm, happy for the mummies :))...i must say even after i graduated i don't see me getting married just yet, hmm..nahhh...haha, i know my mom keep telling me i'll become "andartu if i'm still single by age 28...skrang pon dah andartu pon kan....:

• still a blob of fat, sculpted into human figure, ...lalalalalala~~

• still can't see my future me as somebody's wife, good, loving mother ...and worst aging....at my 30s, 40s, 50s...noooooo!!!i don't want to age please,neither want to have this plastic botox faces *ugly*

so i guess the BEST way now is just to finish my MBBS, become a really good doctor, further in field of interest ( still fail to have vision on it by now :)) must get married by 28 of age (i call this age as "i'm-desperate-to-get-married-and-become-pregnant age " OR "please-propose-me-to-be-your-wife-or-i'll-propose-you-first age"...haha :PPPPP ), stop reproducing by age 32 but i wanted to have 4 kids...so to my future husband you have only 4 years to gimme 4 kids and i don't wanna get pregnant every year ( i needed good PNC here), so you better gimme a twin ok?, no matter how it takes...*desperate enough*

*berangan after habes community medicine practical*

lalala~~

finally...:))

akhirnye habes gak exam....alhamdulillah..semoga usaha berbaloi dan mintak lepas semua..amin!

ok tu je malas nak cite pasal exam lagi..boring~~