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Me and bola

2011-07-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

nahhh..i don't watch so much international games but Malaysian games, i rather not miss it...i follow many match. it was not recent hobby , i've following malaysia football games and some international plays since high school...we came from a sports family...my father still doing the coaching things for SUKMA...macamla tak de keje lain...balik keje pukul 5 terus pegi stadium...bile time tournament kiteorang kena paksa datang stadium,tgk anak2 buah die punye event...haha

actually i love watching and cheering our national team..all i expect was a good game!score difference wasn't come first...tho sometimes we the fans tend to "mencarut" when the players not playing well, it was just a comment...of course we want our country or state to win...not a hate words or something..just a fan wants their team to do better and be the best next time...

tho that, i found out recently, i was acting "meroyan" when cheering up either the malaysia oplympic squad or malaysia worldcup qualifying team...hahahahaha...naseb tgk p2p je..kalau kat stadium ni...boleh kena baling keluar dari stadium..

neway, congrats malaysian teams for just finished games against Singapore with 3-5 score, eventhough we lose, we still bring with us 3 away goals...but, i still think today's match the worst ever.....!malas nak komen, sain jiwa!

so i will always support HARIMAU MALAYA... we sure can do far more better than today..looking forward 28th July for second leg match in Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil..we can take this fake lionsssss..hahahaha

go go Malaysia!!

Most Precious

2011-07-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

Dear friends, i lost my dearly brother, Mohammad Haziq Yusof after he was hit by a car on last 12th May 2011....it was HUGE loss....really.

I took me till now to open up about this.i still do cry at nights....half of my soul gone with him...i love my siblings and family more and more than myself....i always do everything to make thing at ease for them especially my siblings....we go bowling-game after game after game, we love watching movies together-sometimes 3 movies in a row, karaokeing :(...we "love" doing the " our siblings trips".we hate-but- had-to go to the stadium when ayah forced us to come with him to see his athletes have a tournament...orang lain pakai t shirt, kita pakai macam nak pegi jenjalan dengan harapan ayah lepaskan la awal sket...many other things we did together..so much fun!!

I used to received in my inbox so many requests and wish lists from my brothers and lil sister....kasutla, jamla, handphonela, bajula, contact lensla....tho most of them are quite ridiculous sometimes, some of them i just to give...love. erti kate lain kena pau...

...and when one of us wasn't here anymore, you are not here haziq, physically...things that we used to do together, 4 of us, has become weird....ugly weird!

It's not fun anymore!!it hurt me and the others...why so soon?

Dear brother, i love you more than i love myself, i love the family more than myself...if this ugly and painful feeling, and if the unlimited fun, lots of it and craziness are taken away from me and us for unlimited fun and happiness for you in the other world there...i take it as my only love from me to you. my love and prayers will always be with you...

Dear brother, i still do see you in my dream sometimes.it hurt.and if i have to grow old with you like this, i take it.

Everybody misses you.

People say, if you wanna see what a person carry together with him when he died, you see the people who came to his funeral and visit his grave...ibu kate kawan-kawan bangcik setiap hari jumaat datang lawat kat kubur.cikgu addmath n cikgu akaun pon....sebab bangcik pergi hari jumaat...lepas kelas tambahan.

Wtf with the car that hit you. ayah said he's going to settle the things soon.that hurt too. to see things all over again.

I can work up this kind of relationship....it is weird but i gotta deal with it.we always do and get things the hardest way...gone with half of my soul.till the day we finally meet again, you will always be my brother.

EARLY MARRIAGE..fuuuiih!

2011-05-04T22:45:00.000-07:00

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I'm brutally and deliriously happy for some of my school friends, classmates here, cousins and old and not so old friends who are newly wed or getting married in 2010 or this year 2011... May you guys continue the next step of life happily and with so much love a

and joys ...

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As for me marriage is totally a big thing and I don't and can't really see me getting into that "step" in near life..seems really BIG STEP to me. And I do respect for those who made decision to get wed now, must be tough!because basics rule about getting married is;

"you get wed or to be more precise can get wed when you are ready to carry the toughest responsibility where once a while you may face bumpy roads along the way as husband or wife, manage to work them out TOGETHER and swear and promise to each other to protect and to love your spouse till forever"

A very simple advice :

there will be nomore U nor I or yours nor mine once you're married, there will be 24:7 US and ours.. ; )))

Fuuuhhh.....

Seems like a BIG responsibility for me now... Fuuihhhh! ; p

Once again to newly wed couplesszzzzz congratulation!!you guys just look stunning and great on your big day. And those who are planning to leap into "the most cherious moments of your life" step, congrats to you too.. And BIG thank you to you because you guys just added tons of collection of pics and videos of wedding into my new HOBBY which I recently call...

" mari berangan kahwin" Haha.. Till then..

p/s: here's for many happy returns to you guys..cheers!

hilang hormat

2011-04-30T11:23:00.000-07:00

hari ni nak cerita pasal hilang hormat aku kat makcik2 tempe...

subjek-subjeknye cukuplah makcik2 tempe sahaja...itu dah merangkumi segala aspek umur kat negara yang super tak best ini....

jumaat hari tu(hari2 pon same jer)..aku bawa la scooter balik kelas, odw balik tu tak lah peak hour, bukan time org balik kerja....tapi jalan jammed!dah la panas2 terik, rupa2 nye (seperti biasa...) tempe ni yang buat jammed...huru hara, tak menyempat-nyempat nak cross sana sini...memang patut kerajaan ko buat divider jalan..kalau rendah sket divider tu...comfirm ko boleh angkat motor or kereta ko skali atas tu...

entahla, aku bukan nak buruk2 warganegara ni...but memang almost semua(semua sama jer) jenis yang tak menyempat dan paling aku pantang tak reti beratur..nanti aku cite pasal tak reti beratur ni..memang bangsat abes(tak nyesal langsung gune ayat ni nak describe dorang..)

so pasal makcik2 ni..masa odw balik tu biasalah kalau jalan dorang ni kat pekan2 bawa 40km/j-50km/jer..sebab takot terlanggar makcik2 bodoh(memang sumpah bodoh) yang melintas sesuka hati nenek die jerrrrrrrrr kat jalan raya tu...macam la comfirm orang takkan langgar ko..kadang2 aku terpaksa honk die dari jauh supaya bagi sedar sket yang kau tu nak mati sgt kerrr!!...mungkin korang rasa kasar ayat22 ni, especially for makcik mmg yang tua-tua ni..but memang tak de otak langsung...

kadang2 tu(selalunye...) lepas je aku mengelak makcik yang bermuke toye tu, siap aku jerit mcm perempuan sawan (sedikit exageration!) "bodohla ko ni makcik!!!!!!" dan seumpamanye..

owh i'm not talking about one makcik, almost all makcik tempe ni semua perangai same!!

lagi satu paling aku bengang aku tak tahulah macam mane zaman2 sekolah dorang ni diajar cara2 nak melintas jalan yang betul ke tak..but dorang ni dari umur muda sampai tua..tak reti lintas jalan..just tgk the other side of road clear, teros lintas..pastu bile kite yang datang dari jalan yang same ni hampir2 nak terlanggar die, nak memaki2 pulak..dasar tempe betul..

sumpah aku cakap kat korang hilang betol respect kat warganegara ni, tak kira tua or muda, kaya or miskin....semua same!!

i just wanna finish my study here and i'm done here...

owh tu baru part lintas jalan dan kebebalan dorang ni memandu dan sikap tak menyempat tu...

belom lagi bab tak reti beratur dengan bau ketiak lagik..nnt aku cite lagi...

bubye nak movie marathon japs!

me at 24 years of life

2011-03-23T06:16:00.000-07:00

i'm so blessed to live till all these years, so many things i've seen and learnt..syukur!

so, me at this age,

i'm still not done with my study...not because i had to repeat years or anything like that but memang tak habes study lagi..sometimes(most of the times) , i questioned myself why did i study medicine...dimana silapnyerrr...:PP but dah terlambat for that kan??

and i'm not married to anybody, yup i know back home most of my friend has gone tru this phase( thanks for the invitation cards, they're all very pretty!!) and some(most) already get pregnant..hmmm, happy for the mummies :))...i must say even after i graduated i don't see me getting married just yet, hmm..nahhh...haha, i know my mom keep telling me i'll become "andartu if i'm still single by age 28...skrang pon dah andartu pon kan....:

still a blob of fat, sculpted into human figure, ...lalalalalala~~

still can't see my future me as somebody's wife, good, loving mother ...and worst aging....at my 30s, 40s, 50s...noooooo!!!i don't want to age please,neither want to have this plastic botox faces *ugly*

so i guess the BEST way now is just to finish my MBBS, become a really good doctor, further in field of interest ( still fail to have vision on it by now :)) must get married by 28 of age (i call this age as "i'm-desperate-to-get-married-and-become-pregnant age " OR "please-propose-me-to-be-your-wife-or-i'll-propose-you-first age"...haha :PPPPP ), stop reproducing by age 32 but i wanted to have 4 kids...so to my future husband you have only 4 years to gimme 4 kids and i don't wanna get pregnant every year ( i needed good PNC here), so you better gimme a twin ok?, no matter how it takes...*desperate enough*

*berangan after habes community medicine practical*

lalala~~

finally...:))

2011-03-23T06:15:00.000-07:00

akhirnye habes gak exam....alhamdulillah..semoga usaha berbaloi dan mintak lepas semua..amin!

ok tu je malas nak cite pasal exam lagi..boring~~

GAGAGA LAST PRACTICAL! :)

2011-03-22T18:04:00.000-07:00

Hip hip hureeeeeeyyy!

*x de kene mengena*

ahhh... x kesah asal kan hari ni last eam practical iaitu subjek paling bosan sekalian alam...

i hope i wont screw my practical this fternoon..will update soon after i finished k..

owh and semalam practical ENT...the old external examiner tu macamj #$%@!!!..sumpah...x kesahla...hopefully i won't fail pelezzzzz!

21/03/2011- OPTHAL practical

2011-03-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

status - completed

seperti biasa kite doakan je la result cemerlang yer..aamin!!

owh practical tadi memang mencuakkan...but external memang baik2 belaka...tak de yang kena marah..kalau tension2 tu sebab tension tak dapat jawab padahal baru je reramai balajar tadi..adehh

kes aku dapat tadi bilateral nasal pterygium dan mature senile cataract on right eye and left immature senile cataract...di nasihatkan korang tulis teros elok mase amek kes tu sebabtakot tak de mase nanti sebab tros viva for history taking..

overall viva case ok2 jer..simple2 jer tanye, management of pterygium, type of pterigium..cataract plak phaco, SICS ngan management cataract..

for spotters plak..tadi takdek plak histo slide..tak tau nape tak de..

for model ngan charts...simple2 jer..insertion of occular muscles for model..haah tu je die tanye..but charts die tanye 4 charts ok..POAG wajib ade, lain2 tu visual field defects..so sila study semua, tak yah nak main2 mintak dapat field defect je..haha

and now....for drugs and instruments memang the killer part la...die susunsemua ubat and instrument atas meja then main tunjuk2 je ni ape, guna kat mane..tadi aku dapat 5 instruments and 6 drugs..timolol,latanosprost, prednisolone, epinephrine, flourescein strip ngan cipro...die tanye gune kat ne jer after korang identify tu..senang je..takde la susah mane...

so good luck!

esok aku ENT practical plak..!!mari tido dulu meh

i need help!

2011-03-19T20:24:00.000-07:00

waaaaaa!!! MARCH and APRIL every year will bring enough misery to my life and my pocket!

:)))))

Actually this coming 29th march is Fareed birthday! so kenalah beli hadiah which is the crucial decision to make and need saving from few month back!!

First year mase berkawan2 dengan die i gave him GUESS shirt jer...sebab die ni tak suke pakai baju yang berkolar2...pakai roundneck je...aku memang suke bagi benda yang die tak suke..tengok now, dah suke pakai kemeja or collar shirt...macho la konon kot..

Second year, mase ni dah couple...so bagi hadiah mahal sket..aku bagi jam TOMMY HILFIGER watch...tak susah sangat nak pilih yang mane sebab, seminggu sebelum tu dah bawa die gi usha2 jam kat homestop...konon2 nak beli hadiah untuk adik..*very lame excuses kan*

third year, pon jam juga but this cost me alot!!

those who closed to me know how much i like and this watch cost..it's BALMAIN...mase ni cinta tengah memuncak and i was actually over [way overrr] budget this time...nnt aku upload gambar jam ni eh, tak jumpe plak die kat tenet..

so now this year, setelah tahun ke 4 berkawan dan bercinta...

aku jadi mati pucuk!tak tahu nak bagi ape ......keadaan yang same stress macam exam practical nih...owh nanti kalau korang terserempak ngan aku kat GARUDA mall or mantri sorang 2 tu maksudnye aku tengah mencari2 la hadiah k..

this year, i plan i was supposed to be like this;

hadiah tak lebih rs10k, kalau boleh nak bagi hadiah kasih sayang jer, it's priceless!:P
.....hmm firm hadiah tak lebih rs10k!
dinner with him kat malaysia...since dah nak balik malaysia
memenuhkan activity boyfren and girldfren semaksimum yang boleh...wakakakaka!

here things in my mind now, but tak decide lagi

ipod dock
jam lagi...kan aku dah ckp mmg mati akal habes, no idea~~
paul smith wallet
shoes
blablabla...tak de idea

* dah macam nak beli hadiah hantaran dah kan..

owh satu lagi masalah! this coming 4th april jugalah our anniversary yang ke 3...hadiah lagi...fenin!

ok bye nak tido lagi cari ilham...:))

kes no 2- oh NEW fanta

2011-03-19T19:56:00.000-07:00

Actually kes no 2 ni menceritakan kebodohan aku la ni..wahahaha

cerita die time exam gakla, before ENT kot...memang musim2 exam ni malas sangat-sangat nak masak....time tu order dominos pizza la nih..

me:hi i would like to order 1 single cheese and barbecue pizza, 2 choco lava and 1 red italiano pasta(bukan semua aku makan keh...haha)

Dominos: ok, would you like extra topping , cheese, vegs, chicken,madam?

me:no thanks. that's all.

Dominos: please mam, take extra cheeessseeeee, it'll be good,i sure you blablabla...and would you like to take soft drink with you...we have new FANTA, it's really good, you should try this time..

me: No thanks, no soft drink no extra cheeesee!

dominos: please mam, this time is different..all are new stocks..the new fanta is reAAAAALLyyy good!please take extra cheese mam

setelah hampir 5 minit die dok promote extra cheese and new fanta tu, aku pon ...

me: ok just gimme extra cheese pizza with orange fanta(nak jugak aku rasa fanta baru ni)

20 minit kemudian, abang deliery ni pon sampai..

pizza okla...penuh EXTRA calories, extra cheese katakan....now nak try la plak new FANTA ni, sekali tengok fanta ni same je, nak kate botol lain ke tak plak, siap berdebu2 lagi botol die, new stock kah?

aku:..maybe rasa die lain kot...(tengok berfikiran positif)...sekali rasa, sah FANTA same je macam kat CS,sumpah tak sedap!..arrgggh..tension ok!

nak cerita kat sini, kels kat sini kalau bercerita macam la hebat sangat, adik aku cakap "cerita tak nak lebat lagi".....kalau dorang salah pon die boleh buat korang rasa korang yang salah.....silap aku gakla gi layan minah yang amek order pizza aku tu..tak pe musim exam kite kena baik sikit ok...

walaubagaimanapon, will try my best to avoid any complication with them..tinggal setahun setengah saje lagi wehhhh!!..after this holiday, i am proudly tell you, i'll be FINAL PHASE MBBS student!!woooooo!

*ok theory practical kau tak habes lagi la AINA NADIA oii...:))

yeay exam theory dah habes!!

2011-03-19T04:04:00.000-07:00

holllaaa, it's been some time kan..

hmm....latest update, i just finished my 3r phase final examination....yehaaaaa...result belakang kira!penat study dah and now time to happy!gagagaga

owh actually 2 incidents had happened to me masa tengah exam week tu..semua bikin aku panas kann....n seperti biasa tempe2(tempatan people) punya hal la nih...

silalah evaluate my case k..

first case;

pukul 2pg tgh study for community medicine paper,tetiba org RELIANCE call nak promote wimax broadband die...yup mane die dpt no aku pon x tau..

reliance: hello, we are calling from reliance telecommunication, we want to promote our reliance wimax broadband .......would you.......

me:....where did you get my number,hello?*senyap*....no i'm not interested...*teros letak,geram tapi x marah aka maki hamun sebab aku nak exam esok pagi..

tetiba die ni buat gila call sampai 10 kali...sumpah mmg x angkat sebab kalau angkat comfirm aku mencarut sat gi...lepas 3 kali aku silent-kan phone....lepas 5 kali aku cancel je call die,geram asyik vibrate....dalam hati "aku sabar sampai call yang ke sepuloh jer"

call yang ke 11...

reliancetele:..hello?

aku: hoi(pembuka bicara...)...why did you keep calling me, i already said i'm not interested with your [s****d] broadband offer!!and where the [f*****g hell] did you get my number!!(time ni mmg BP dah mencanak naik, pukul 2 pg ok, cube time tu aku tgh tido,celaka betol!)

reliancetele:*suara dah irritated*...hello madam,we are calling to promote wimax, you should listen first and it's up to you if you are interested or not...why did you keep disconnecting the calls...

aku:..[fuck you]...one more time you called me, i'll make a report of you...[bodoh punye k****g!]

mase ni tension sangat,memang org2 tempe kat sini kadang pelik sangat pe'el dorang ni, kadang2 benda x logik dan org bodoh pon tak buat but dorang buat ok...ade plaj ko nk sound aku sebab aku tak nak dgr kau promote wimax tu...

owh yang dalam [xxx] tu ape yang aku tak cakap sebab jaga mulut time exam....sekarang dah habes exam (theory je baru habes padahal :)), ko try la call aku lagi skali ,sekali jer....

owh nak gi msk jap, nnt cerita kes no 2..bubye!

i hope i wont see you again..

2011-03-15T02:53:00.000-07:00

yeay!!dah merdeka commed hari ni..gagagaga!merdeka sampai result keluar je la..owhhh tolong la.] lulus pelesssss!!tak sanggup nak baca commed lagi..bosan dan boleh jadi gila ok..

so senang ke paper tadi and semalam??

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....depends la kat individu kalau baca soklan2 yang keluar tadi...tapikan, sebenarnye soalan tadi senang TAPI aku ni sebok dok hafal vaccine segala jenis vaccinela,epidemiology of communicable diseases la,yang critical2 nak hapal tu....senak otak, nak tido pon bleh mimpi fail commed,adeh..but tadi keluar soklan yang kl baca kol 5 pagi tadi pon boleh jawab la...tension plak!adeh...aku rasela maybe dorang2 ni niat hati nak tolong student score commed bagi soklan senang serta mudah, role of ASHA, anganwadi....nak bagi markah free2 la kan cam tu....tapi berpeluh gak dok nak igt ASHA ngan Anganwadi ni..dah la dua2 keluar short essay ok........ketabahan aina nadia...

owh..owh..jangan mematikan mood merdeka ini..sehari je bleh celeb!haha..moga2 semua lulus dan cemerlang belaka!aamin!!!

next paper is ent n opthal...ya allah mintak2 segala2 dipermudahkan....mahu bercuti dengan tenang dan mewah..pelessssssssss

terpaksa..

2011-03-12T00:50:00.000-08:00

good news is aku boleh masuk final for all the subjects..commed , ent and opthal...bad news is im so not ready for final...sheeeaaaazzz!

arrggggggggh!!

berbekalkan carry mark yang just lepas2 paras hidung ni, i promise i'll try my most best effort ever to pass all the subjects....pass je ok..tgk ni ciri2 doctor yang tak bercita2 tinggi...and this commed subject is killing me!!boring gile ok..

enough mengomel, for now till next friday(hari merdeka ok, paper theory habes) im just gonna pretend that im actually studying now so that i can enjoy my holiday at malaysia sepuas2nyer..

plus, i really have to pass this phase so duit2 jualan saree last time i send home konon2 prepare duit for supplement boleh di joli sepuas hati....:))

yeay!!

back to "kusut" mood

status not known

2011-03-07T20:15:00.000-08:00

Final MBBS third phase is coming so damn fast...i'm pretty concerned here..

first i got to clear the subjects but before that...i got to be able to appear for the final examination!!oh my dearmost dean...please let me take the subjects...tho my attendance sucks!hisssshh!! and i will only know till this thursday...scary!!so for now just study!!!especially commed and OPTHAL!sheezzzzz!

i've learnt 2 things here

first you need that 75% attendance to APPEAR for the examination
secondly, you need to study, RELATED knowledge to pass the subject :P

so till the result came this thursday...bubbye!

fenin'

2011-01-17T03:24:00.000-08:00

really can't get this song out from my head

shooot!!

i gotta pocket gotta pocket of sunshine~~~

ni semua salah easy A

second PORK time..heh

2011-01-15T21:09:00.000-08:00

ok now aku dah nyesal plak tak tanye pasal beef steak tu..cess..

kalau betullah pemerhatian aku tu maksudnye dah 2 kalilah aku mkn berulam PORK ni....aku igt lagi first masa first time dtg kat sini(IMS)...flight aku transit kat BOMBAY, so mase time domestic transfer to bangalore tu dorang serve la breakfast..comfirm2la amek non-veg meal...ingat lagi cik F pengiring IMS mase tu jawab mase budak2 ni tanye boleh makan ke makanan dalam flight tu nanti, die jawab.."kalau lambang macam PAS kaler hijau tu semua boleh makan, kalau lambang PAS kaler merah tu maksudnye ade telur dalam meal tu"...."oooooooooo ", panjang jawab budak2 yang kena transit ni..macam haram kann..bulat2 kena tipu..:P

so ditakdirkanlah, inflight breakfast pagi tu omelet with ham...TELUR kan..warne lambang pas merah laaa!!ramaila melantak..

then setelah selesai semua ada la dua tiga org kat belakang seat aku ni dok tanye kat pramugari tu, ham ape tadi(owh dorang ni tak makan tau..(kau tgk orang beriman macam mane boleh rasa semua ni..)...lame gak nak digest dorang cakap ape kan....al-maklum baru sampai India..and dgr2 sebenarnye tu pork ham...haha!!owh aku gelak bukan sebab aku suke makan pork sebab mmg aku dah rasa lain benda tu tak sedap langsung...aku makan 2 sudu je ok pastu ade mamat sebelah seat aku nih tengah pelahap, offer nak habeskan...die iyalah H...mamat sebelah mamat H plak tak nak mkn langsung, tu pon die offer nak habeskan gak..die punye lagi??haha owh mase ni tak tanye lagi la..

sampai sudah benda ni atas angin je...aku pon lupe sape 3 orang belakang seat aku hari tu..so sesiapa yang termakan hari itu(3 years back) andainye that was pork ham omelet, dah tak sempat buat gastic lavage dah..

"gulp"

conclusion: kalau tak tahu tanye..kalau curiga tak yah makan (pesallah aku bimbo sangat tak tanye kan..dem)

aku yang curiga

2011-01-15T06:40:00.000-08:00

Hari ni penat macam haram ok..posting pagi sabtu memang tak best....kalau tak disebabkan OPTHAL posting lame dah aku sambung tido pagi tadi...adeh!!

owh sebenarnya nak cerita sejak Mantri mall dah dibuka dekat2 dengan tempat aku ni, rasa takot je nak keluar sane..dah ladekat naik moto pon rs100 pegi balik pon gerak separuh jer..pastu kalau dah ronda2 kat sane tu mestila byk terbeli nak nak sekarang ni sales everywhere kot..naseb MG and Brigade road jauh...fuuhh..selamat duit aku!!

kat Mantri ni yang for sure borong sakan kat SPAR la kan..mknn mmg byk...kau tahan je la harga die..and last week aku gi la beli beef steak kat situ gak..sebelum ni tak berani beli sebab kat situ gak ade ham jual skali..tapi bile semua kate halal aku pon nak try la..

ok perasaan ni jarang2 la berlaku kat aku eh..sebab aku selalunye malas nak pikir..owh jap tak cerita masalah lagi..sebenarnye gini..SPAR punye meat section tu memang tempting abes kot..macam kat tesco gitu..tunjuk2 jer..kes ni berlaku bile aku nak beli daging steak ni la..tahula mmg halal tapi mase aku order tu kan dorang ni guna glove yang same je handle ham and daging tu..tu aku ckp jarang eh hati aku berdetik2 begini..nak2 mmg kebetulan before tu ade 2 pakcik ni beli ham kat situ...comfirmla pork hamkan..aku siap psyco tanye pakcik tu beli ham ape..

namun aku teros kan gak beli beef steak tu,berusaha meyakinkan diri..7 keping siap...memang tender la daging die..masak pon tak lame ok..tak yah nak rebus2 gitu..nanges makan..tapi la kan selalunye la kalau benda2 yang sedap tender gini aku kan ade tendency nak beli lagi tapi tak la pasal aku dah nampak dan berasa sedikit curiga......lainla kalau aku tak nampak, memang malas aku nak pikir pisau dan glove ni...cube korang gi tau aku mcm mane kes aku nih..*dah mkn baru ko nak tanye kan...*

diriku yang curiga...(jarang ok perasaan ni berlaku kat aku..):P

kadar penjimatan kental

2011-01-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

Memandangkan dah masuk tahun baru, banyaklahhhhHHH resolusi2 serta wishlist2 baru...

oh before that, HAPPY NEW YEAR alls!!

so this year resolution, i just wish myself to be happier than last year, last year was great, really!! and this year i'll start my life with paying supplementary papers for 3rd phase subjects..wakaka!!..great way to celebrate your life as you become older..heee!sape suroh ponteng!!!!

tapi takpe...kemudahan serta bakat terpendam..ehh silap..bakat semulajadi penjual saree!!my ENT money is already ready to be donated to FUTURE MSU PROSPERITY AND STUDENT LUXURIOUS CAMPUS.. OPTHAL, pama belanja, sape suro aku balik malaysia time posting opthal *alasan*..hehe...so sile berniaga saree ok kl sesape yang tak berbakat masak nasi lemak tu..haha...

next...i wish to have

the SLR..seriously..tho i know, i'll be seasonal addiction for me *and membazir jerrr* nanti..durr
next Euro trip!!it's already planned but the problem is now..we'll be going there in JULY ...and it's not holiday that time...*sejak bile kesah ehh??:p...and dengar cerita supplementary exam will be done around that time...adeh..but nak Euro trip!!sekian~~
macbook air?boleh?
nak kurus...boleh masuk kat sini tak..hahaha *berangan!!
etcs..:)

okla malas plak nak pikir..till next time which i also don't know when..heh

After sometimes

2010-12-11T21:32:00.000-08:00

fuhh..dah lame tak update blog ni....bukan tak de idea but just selalu lupe password!!bangang tak??dah save banyak kali pon still kena recover from email balik!teros mati mood nak berblog....hehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Neway, nothing's new pon except my veryyy boring life !it's getting winter now, so the weather here is quite chilly milly and sometimes it can give you chill&rigor at the same time!hahah!i hope i'm not gonna fall sick this winter bcoz if i do, i'll get my asthma back!seriously!!asthma means==weight gain!sebab memang akan tak larat jerr nnt..so my mum advice me to put off some weights before it's getting real winter..but masalahnyerrr...winter makes us feel hungry and hungry everytime!what to do??*alasan*haha..

oh exam is 2 months away..i guess i better start reading now otherwise i gotta think back my vacation this april and july!i've been saving alot this 4 month!3 actually, last month i bought ipod touch for me...impulse buying actually!but i really love it!

ok enough for now, will update later

Asal Boleh...

2010-08-19T11:55:00.000-07:00

Asal Boleh tu kalau bahasa lain maksudnyer orang yang suke ambik mudah dalam segala hal/hal-hal tertentu..

Personally, i think, it is ok if sometimes in our hush rush life, to be asal boleh..tengok keadaan la kan....melainkan ko orang kaya raya, comfirmla ko tak suke buat asal boleh nih...but if simple thing in your life pon nak buat asal boleh, but other thing which are not that necessary to do at the first place plak capture more of your attention...itu dah lain..

Yup, it's true we don't have to really care what others judging us, but to me it is to some extent describe you...betol tak?

Ade orang kate skarang ni baek hidup asal boleh jer, makan cikai-cikai, pakai cikai-cikai etc, later bila da kerja nanti baru spend duit untuk deco-deco rumah, makan lebat-lebat, pakai hebat-hebat bla bla...ade juga betul nye kat situ..but to me la kan...kalaula skarang ni tak develop jiwa and mentality toward this cerewetness later, mimpila kau akan tetiba develop this behaviour later in life..nak buat ape pon, mesti ade preparation..and sometimes mistakes we made in this age, will lead us to the right decision in the future..unless, husband kita event planner ker, architecture ker etc..

percaya la cakap aku...

So it is now to develop some kind of cerewetness in certain things which are necessary for later life....tak payah bagi contoh, sendiri-sendiri la faham kan..

...and to me hidup "asal boleh" at this age now is no longer practical..tepuk dada tanye la diri sendiri....

However, i do understand sometimes we tend to develop over cerewetness, tak bagus gak..nanti orang benci...sape tak get annoyed kan...??nanti kite gak tension orang benci kite kan...

So renung-renungkan..sebaiknyer kite besederhana dan seimbang in what ever aspect of life we do...luaran dan dalaman...

sekian

me jiwang tonite

2010-08-06T10:28:00.000-07:00

Honestly me and him can't really stay apart....

I mean for a far far distance and for a long long time....

contoh balik malaysia 3 hari adalah cukup jauh...

but when we do,for some reason.....

we just becoming more love and appreciate each other...

distance can be a saviour or a killer in any kind on relationship

....

i kinda know what it is..

2010-08-05T04:30:00.000-07:00

I got my birthday present from Fareed already!but can't tell more details till my birthday..Tho i didn't open it yet..but i kinda know what it is...

One obvious change in behaviour when he is dealing with giving present is, he will become overly excited,asked me my idea about some stuffla, how much he likes that thingla..how difficult to getla, kena COD kat singaporela...blabla...boleh kate akan tahula hadiah tu ape kalau tanye lebih sikit...

Contoh ayat..."awak rase saya nak bagi awak ape?suke ke tak?saya suke giler arr benda tu...susah ok nak cari now,ni stock Singapore, warranty semua kat Singapore etc"

sebiji ayat ni..isn't that obvious??TOO obvious indeed?

And usually a month before he will make survey,between this and this which one i like better...but he will make stuff up sket la so it won't be so obvious...

But if COD at singapore, and that thing is kinda his stuff...i think i know what it is...

Another fact is, he don't know how to wrap birthday present or any other gifts he given to me...it's either benda tu bogel begitu je or inside the paper beg or he ask me to wrap my own present..he bought wrapper, the tape, and ribbon and all...than i have to wrap it nicely,then give it to me...nampak macam die macho je boleh wrap present kasi bunga-bunga punye stylekan...itu anggapan yang salah ye tuan-tuan dan puan..All this three years, i've been wrapping so many gift for him, tak kisahla untuk sape...haha

so it's time to pick a guess?

i kinda THINK it is a gamer's stuff or electronic stuffs...gadget la for sure..we'll see..we'll see...

19500

2010-08-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

Rs19500

Yup that's our newly declared rent amount...and that's is a lot of money!!

Effective immediately next month yerr!

Just now me and my housemate baz were discussing with our house owner regarding the rent amount..here a bit of history..we've been staying here almost 3 yearsla..lagi 5 month nak 3 tahun...first year our rent was rs18000 including maintenance but since we are the "poor" number one who stays here, there are no maintenance at all..in fact we were left handling the building ourself..yup only we and the watchman staying in the whole building...memang scary pon!!then after 4 month we decided to move out..tak tahan..yela sometimes the lift was left closed and unrepaired for a month ok!mind you we are staying at the top most building..after we tell them that we want to move out, soon after our 11 months agreement, they try to buy us with rent decrement from 18k to 15k +rs500 water bill...mase tu kiteorang jela kat sini..

But since newly moved in juniors residing here, they asked for rs18k +rs1500 maintenance charge!and now they are asking for same thing to us!yup we tried to bargain, tapi kalau dah semua who stays here agree to rs500 maintenance charge per person..payahla....logiknyer this apartment have to source of entertainment contohnyer,kolam renang,gym,taman rehat2..blabla...so rs500 maintenance charge is too much kan..!

Earlier they asked us rs20700 effective next month..giler tak?

itu pon my accountant bazilah yang mintak...18k+15% increment..ntah macam mane la tercetusnyer idea ni..hoho

Finally, maybe, we have to agree with this rs19500k for this whole 1 year, and maybe we are planning to vacating out from this luxurious residence...final yearla nak saving tak gitu....

But seriously this residency didn't have anything to maintain..just the lift and the watchman...but ade eyh bayar maintenance fees based on how many person in da house...

Apart from that, this residency was fabulous!!seriously!!just when they start to hike rent ir-reasonably..i just HATE it!!

fuhh..

yippy

2010-08-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

Finally i made my mind to go back to Malaysia this October holiday!yippy...

sape suruh air asia buat promo...now just can't wait!!

pabila dia jauh..

2010-07-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

now nak jiwang sket malam ni...maklumlaa baru lepas manjakan badan yang terlebeh-manja ni dengan aroma strawberry and cherry nih..haha!*ok da tak jiwang....

ok semua orang tahu fareed balik malaysia meninggalkan aku kat india yang super tak best ni...*tapi skarang tengah bestla, banyak sale..levis 50% ok! naseb baik mara bagi elaun lebih bulan nih...

so even i tried to make myself busy with many thingskan...tengok eclipsela, manjakan badanla, lepas geram makan ice-cream kat swensens sebab kalau ade fareed comfirm tak kan masuk kat situ bla bla bla..balik rumah jer, terus sedih, ala ala rindu gitu....*ok ade kena pelempang kang..!

nak buat cemana, he is my best friend and my boyfriend gak...buat lawak bodoh yang melarat-larat la kiteorang, mengumpatla kiteorang, makan besarla kiteorang, even buat bodoh pon kiteorang...macam-macam lagila...ala-ala bella and edward gitu...you move i move too...*ok nak lempang diri sendiri...ke korang nak tolong lempangkan..hahahaha!!

tak salah ponggg

2010-07-31T08:59:00.000-07:00

Stop fancy other's life and start learning to love your own life!and yes,you'll eventually love your life better than others...envy is different thing..it's kinda inspirational behavior one do to improve own self...chill

right nooo?haha

seriously, shouldn't have to turn yourself to become somebody you can't even recognized! but doesn't mean either, you shouldn't change any bad things about you to something even better...i noe, most of us are afraid to change ourself into something better because afraid we will over do it!true!!but it's time to make mistakes and learn from it...seriously..

and fancy people by their "luaran" wasn't enough...you noe what i mean right??!...and if you learn their life carefully, you'll find out..."laaa, takde la best mane ponggg...better my life lagi"

and that is totally normal...betol!!everybody does that..cube fikir balik??

so it's really up to us,lead your life and enjoy the mistakes and successes you made..tak salah pongggggggggg!

single till monday

2010-07-30T07:29:00.000-07:00

Huaaaaa......fareed is going back to malaysia tonite!!ok firstly, sedih sebab ditinggalkan sorang-sorang kat negara india yang sangat tak best nih.Rasa macam nak ikot skali masuk dalam beg jer, tapi kang tak pasal-pasal KLIA gempar berita "seorang mayat perempuan ditemui dalam beg luggage di KLIA"....secondly, i want go home too!but nak tix free!!aiseyh.....ade orang nak belanja tak?

ok sebenarnyer aku gedik, 3 hari je kot....gonna make myself busy this weekend!

Me making plans

2010-07-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

I guess some of you may know what i'm up to kan this month...please please..i need to put extra super effort on this..awwwooo!!those who doesn't know, alaa x yah tau la...benda biasa-biasa jer..haha.dah tahu senyap-senyap yerrrr!

DISCIPLINE is the key of success in this matter..!

i noe!!i must not fail this time..,macam critical jer bunyinyer, x pon ok! but i really need to see the positive result of course!finger crossed i succeeded everybody....

enough with that, the main dileMMa i'm really having now is what to do this October holiday....first i plan to go back home but it seems like my mom does not welcome me home...sob..sobb..

Actually,not her fault ponggg, in asked her after my quick escape to malaysia last month(early june)..so sebenarnya baru 2 minggu jer blk mase tukan comfirm la die marah, pesal plak nak balik lagi....plus she doesn't know my next hols is next year March...plus nak saving jugak!

SAVING??!

giler ni perkara luar biasa ok..

eyh tapi betol tau.. now i already started saving up seriously(ade sedikit unsur exaggeration ;P), sekarang semua berkira....hello pegi beli barang kat CS pon siap bawa list "item must buy ONLY) but mestila ade itemszz yang accidentally terbeli...;p

in fact now fareed pon dah start complaining....alaaaa, x boleh nak buat ape, you know what i'm up to kan back in malaysia....duhh...and now this week only, he already call me 'perempuan pisau cukur' twice..haha...can't help it babeh...belanja duit minyak motor pon nak berkira!!kata sayang..

Owh back to nak balik ke tak October...saree request for wedding menunggu ok..for those who know me, i love business...tak kesahla, but this saree business never disappoint me!!saree biasa pon dah masyuk, kalau saree for wedding lagi masyuk..!

OoowhhhhhHH!

The most important thing!attendance commed and Fisrt IA commed dah keluar...seriously i need to consider the saree business because my attendance!46.7% jer...comfirmla tak sempatkan!!markah commed saya lulus!!thanks falcon's!!

#panjang plak celoteh minah gebu hari ni....nak usha mat gebu masak ape la hari nih...hehehe!

need help but would not tell

2010-07-27T12:34:00.000-07:00

ok now i feel so inferior already!benci!....ishk...

rugi dan untung

2010-07-27T04:50:00.000-07:00

Tak de ape sangat nak cerita today...pagi ponteng posting casualty, kelas petang boring..bla-bla...owh..nak cerita duit bualan ni da masuk allz!rs43000 ++..yippyyyyyy!!!*gatal je tangan ni nak berbelanja!!

OOwh disebabkan perangai suka ponteng nih..pagi ni tak merasa cheese cake ciptaan tengku farah pagi tadi!!..dammmm!alaa..katil ni seronok sangat!*jgn nak tipula ko pagi tadi da tercongok kat depan tv siap bye-bye baz nak gi kelas lagi...tido+watching tv=ME!hehe!

nak cheese cake pleaseeeeEE!

owh tengku sempat gak bagi tau satu blog resepi best nih...mat gebu blog..google la!!seriously kek-kek die nampak sedap sangat!resepi makanan kampung etc pon ade..!so mari beli oven!!dwet pon masuk extra kan???hahaha.

#nak beli oven weekend nih...wohooooo!!

owhhhhh!lupe nak ckp alhamdulillah sebab masuk dwet banyak bulan nih..yippy!!

u see what i want u to see..

2010-07-20T10:11:00.001-07:00

Adatlaa semua orang mesti nak nampak dalam gambar cantek dan comey...susah gile okey nak cari orang yang yang nak upload gambar buruk-buruk especially kat facebook primary picture

!kan?

Ade yang siap editla kasi effect dasyat-dasyat (cemginih ke eje dasyat nih, dashat?..), amek gambar banyak-banyak kali, ada gak yang berusaha to stay natural, tak main edit-edit, tapi try banyak "angle" gak sebelum dapat gambar yang comey tu!huhu?familiar??hahaha!!

tapi takpe...usaha tangga kejayaan!!:p

namun begitu ade juga yang begitu yakin, tak kesahla..pose ajer!!buruk ke cantek ke tak kesah!!memang salute habes!

guess everyone does this kan?especially those who has own camera tu!alaaa..yang tak de camera pon camwhore pakai handphone pon layan gak!haha...

Selepas selak-selak album kat laptop ni, inilah koleksi gambar-gambar zaman silam yang buruk2 untuk tontonan ramai..harharhar!

album first-kat chili's last 2 years kot!mase birthday aidid i think..hmm?

moncongnye akak ni...

ni kena buat style gosip, but stupid me macam orang buta mabuk pon ade..haha

aksi yang menjijikkan..lorrr

perempuan yang berbaju merah ni memang selalu aksi mabuk!!

jelitawan hotz gitew

ni kena buat muke sedih, sedih tak tengok muka ku..huhu

sorry tak biasa sedih..:p

tumpuan tuan-tuan dan puan-puan adalah senyuman gigi rongak saya yang kini already taken care of...

lihatlah perutku..lalalala

see.....selalunyer korang nampak gambar comey me cam ni jerla..comeykan?tui..

long-long time ago...

owh itu baru satu album,next time i'll upload pics mase time my birthday last year at aween's house....yang tak penah upload pon i'll upload lorrr..tunggu..

till now, muah muchas!nanite

Kate Orang

2010-07-19T05:40:00.000-07:00

Penah rase bile kita cakap pasal something kat someone who are totally/partially wrong person, wrong subject to discuss about aka berlagak, wrong place and wrong timing plak tu , we end up with frustation...sometimes gives rooms for others to create wrong perception towards us?

Most common examples, pasal beli barang branded,handphone+jam+baju+kasut mahal,suke pakai make-up tebal, makan kat tempat mahal, barang toiletries mahal2...lebih kurangla cam gitu..byk lagi contoh len...

To me personally

tak kisahlah ko nak pakai barang mahal asalkan mampu kan!

that's the basic rules kan??

some say wearing good branded clothes help them to boost confidence and self esteem, becoming more stylo and gorgeous bla bla bla...good things kan?ini memang penting, must try to accept this...

but some may say kalau pakai luar jer mahal-mahal,benda basic pon nak berkira buat ape!*terasa :p betol gak kan!!

so seeloknyer bersederhana tak gitu?ataupon kalau nak vogue kenalah seimbangkan?meh pikir bersama!:)

chao!

Fact about me

2010-07-18T02:22:00.000-07:00

Saya seorang pemarah dan garang orangnyer!terutama kepada tempe2 yang suka ambil kesempatan dan janji macam K****g tu!tak percaya? cubalah...waaaah!

Namun saya juga senang menangis, contohnyer tengok cerita sedih, dengar org cerita kisah2 sedih, kucing mati, kucing jatuh balkoni, kucing lari dari rumah sebab nak mengawan dan sebagainyer..:p

Saya juga suke makan, sebab tu saya gemuk..sekian..lalala~

Namun begitu saya sangat suke bersukan...futsal, netball, volleyball, handball..etc

Owh saya suke memasak..ni patut kat atas sekali...

Ape lagi?saya suka kaler merah dan hitam...tak tahu kenape..

itu sajer nnt cerita lagi..sekian

Lelaki yang "So Not Cool" pada pandangan saya

2010-07-18T01:26:00.000-07:00

>>>Here are the top 5 So Not Cool guy in my opinion..

read from the lowest...(cara sebut die the loyest yer..:p)

Finally, becoming more hardcore, guys who threat and hurt their girlfriend!...once you hurt a girl forever they'll remember!

Next, guys who are cannot keep with time and promises...even the simplest one..

Lelaki yang tak reti nak order food for first date at the restaurant...suruh girlfriend orderkan...so not coolkan?

Lelaki yang tak penah bangun awal atau tido mati o-O* tido mati ni sensitive sket sbb aku pon suke tdo mati 12 jam straight, but since we are talking about so-not-cool guy..there you go :P... and maybe just woke up because no electricity current.. boleh jadi gila kalau nak kejutkan!

Lelaki yang treat or have thought somewhere in their head that perempuan must do what other perempuan do...for example cooking,CLEANING the house ect..guess everybody have to do it themselves...

there you go!

What i have in my mind till now. .

2010-07-17T04:14:00.000-07:00

Honestly there are so many things i want to do/buy/watch/go etc now...unfortunately since of times constraint and of course limited finance make me sometimes "berkira" at other things!

here is the list i wish by October i can get it..owh some of them already in progress!

Going to Chennai with aween, fareed n nazri!!dah plan lame da cuma mase x sesuai!and good news is we are finally going next weekend with some other group!yeay!why Chennai?because that's the only nearest place to get malaysia food, i mean the real malaysia food!

Next still on planning nih..going to Bali with my malaysia girlfriends!!krun, yanie and raihan!we are supposed to go in Disember but i guess we just really can wait!owh isyaallah we are going in this coming October holidays!.duit!

Cukup berjalan-jalan...next i want to have wii and wii fit game console!!beserta dancing mat sekali!uihh..it's to expensive in India as compared to in Malaysia..but for sure i will get it!*duit..duit..duit!

Then,seperti orang lain, nak pegi Europe gak!!!everybody seems like already go there, ade yang dua tiga kali plak yang pegi...now rase menyesal plak beli rumah!!haishh!but i already save up *macam orang gile so that one day i can go there too.*that IS why i need sugar daddy by now!!hahaha

I need 24-28inches LCD monitor, nnt kl da ade wii x kan nak connect kat laptop kan!

I need new handphones, nak BB plak, pastu pink/white Vaio,Ipod touch, jam gemerlip2 tommy hilfiger or Balmain..wahaha!i know i won't get it for myself because im to careless to take care all of this mobile-miniature-precious things!x pasal2 hilang atas auto or bersepah...so i better get something hurmm..non-mobile?:p

there are a lot more!but i really want to work on this things first!

kembali aktif berblog :)

2010-07-16T22:54:00.001-07:00

It has been long time..long long time...since i updated my blog...im not busy or what just to lazy to update my blog.Plus i always forgot my own blog password..huhu

So i just finished my First Internal Assessment (IA) exams...boley laaaaa..nothing much to comment about. And actually i don't feel like wanna to take any exams because we had so many exams before even our 2nd phase final exam was about 1 month back...So, we kinda still not ready for any other exam...hmm..kalau test2 biasa comfirm da ponteng da..sigh!

ape lagi nak citer?hmmm...next time la...

p/s:to make sure i keep updated my blog, i may have to post sikit-sikit..

Nasib melayu di malaysia

2010-01-12T08:16:00.000-08:00

Salam.

p/s: Penulisan ini bukanlah datang dari penulis sendiri. Tetapi ia di ambil dari blog kawan penulis. Rentangan idea2 di bawah harapnnya dapat memberi sesuatu yang baik kepada para pembaca. Selamat membaca dan berfikir.

oleh: Dr Ridhuan Tee

Saya tidak menafikan bahawa kematian Teoh Beng Hock perlukan kepada pembelaan. Saya amat mengalu-alukan keputusan Kabinet untuk menubuhkan satu inkues dan Suruhanjaya Bebas Diraja untuk menyiasat dan menentukan punca kematian Beng Hock.

Siasatan yang telus dan rapi mesti dijalankan tanpa rasa takut agar dapat memuaskan hati semua pihak, apatah lagi pihak keluarga dan parti pembangkang yang begitu bersungguh-sungguh dalam isu ini.

Namun, saya merayu, semua parti berkepentingan, supaya bersabar menunggu sehingga siasatan selesaikan dijalankan. Di kala itu, kita akan mengetahui apa yang benar, apa yang salah dan siapa yang benar dan siapa yang salah. Selepas itu juga, kita boleh bercakap dan berkokok berpuas-puasnya mengenai perkara ini.

Hukumlah mereka yang bersalah, tetapi jangan jadi Tuhan sebelum sesuatu perkara dibuktikan. Saya amat takut politik mahukan jadi Tuhan yakni dengan membuat andaian pelik-pelik, yang mana hanya Tuhan sahaja yang Maha Mengetahui sebelum sesuatu perkara dibuktikan.

Dalam menganalisis isu ini, saya teramat hairan kenapa tiga parti politik Cina, MCA, Gerakan dan DAP, serta parti pembangkang Melayu yang lain begitu bersungguh-sungguh membuat pelbagai andaian dengan menuding jari kepada pihak-pihak tertentu, tanpa menunggu keputusan siasatan.

Saya tidak menafikan ada yang tidak kena dengan cara Suruhanjaya Pencegahan Rasuah Malaysia (SPRM) mengendalikan kes ini. Namun, tindakan menuding hari ini seolah-olah memperlihatkan mereka mahu memenangi hati orang Cina, demi kepentingan politik. Lebih-lebih lagi parti-parti komponen seperti Gerakan dan MCA yang telah mula hilang kepercayaan orang Cina.

Ketua Wanita MCA mengeluarkan kenyataan lebih ekstrem mendesak Menteri Dalam Negeri supaya anak yang dikandung oleh teman wanita Beng Hock diletakkan status anak sah taraf dan bukan anak luar nikah. Sedangkan kita semua tahu bahawa mereka belum berkahwin secara rasmi atau telah bersekedudukan tanpa nikah. Bermakna, anak itu tetap anak zina atau anak luar nikah (anak tidak sah taraf). Berapa ramai lagi anak luar nikah yang ingin kita sahkan hasil daripada hubungan luar nikah ini.

Sedarkah Ketua Wanita MCA betapa ramai gadis-gadis Melayu Islam yang menjadi mangsa (bersekedudukan dengan pasangan Islam atau bukan Islam, sama ada secara paksa atau sukarela) melahirkan anak luar nikah tanpa dibinkan kepada bapa mereka? Kenapa MCA tidak memperjuangkan nasib mereka? Kenapa MCA tidak pergi berjumpa Menteri Dalam Negeri untuk mengesahkan semua hubungan sumbang ini? Apa pun jua punca kematian Beng Hock, hubungan yang haram tetap haram, ia tidak boleh disahkan, hanya kerana insiden ini.

Jika ditakdirkan Gautama Buddha (juga Konfusius dan Lao Tzu) masih hidup, sudah tentu tindakan Ketua Wanita MCA ini akan dicela kerana ajaran Buddha (juga agama lain, terutama agama Islam) mengharamkan sama sekali perbuatan berkesedudukan (zina) tanpa nikah, apatah lagi sehingga melahirkan anak luar nikah.

Saya amat mengharapkan parti-parti politik Cina bertindak waras dan jangan terlalu ekstrem. Fikirkanlah hati orang lain jua bila mengeluarkan sesuatu kenyataan, terutama orang Melayu.

Orang Melayu tidak kurang yang menjadi mangsa seperti Beng Hock. Persoalannya, berapa ramai di kalangan kita yang bangun membela mangsa tersebut? Kenapa bila seorang Cina meninggal dunia (kita masih belum mendapat puncanya), Malaysia seolah-olah seperti macam nak kiamat atau dilanda tsunami.

Saya juga amat bersimpati dengan Beng Hock, tetapi beliau sudah ditakdirkan meninggal dunia dalam keadaan sedemikian. Mesti ada hikmah di sebaliknya. Tidak bolehkah kita tunggu hingga siasatan selesai.

Saya ingin bertanya kepada parti-parti politik Cina, akhbar-akhbar Cina dan parti-parti politik pembangkang Melayu, sejauhmanakah pembelaan dibuat sekiranya ia berlaku di kalangan orang Melayu? Misalnya, pembunuhan gadis model Mustakizah Jaafar pada 14 November 1998. Berapa ramai yang bersungguh-sungguh menunjukkan belang mereka. Apakah MCA, Gerakan dan DAP begitu bersungguh-sungguh menunjukkan pembelaan terhadap Mustakizah?

Berapa ramai yang tampil berdemonstrasi dan menyerahkan memo bantahan atau mendesak supaya suruhanjaya diraja ditubuhkan. Adakah MCA, Gerakan dan DAP begitu terkehadapan dalam isu ini? Begitu juga dengan Pas dan PKR (belum wujud lagi), adakah mereka begitu bersungguh-sungguh dalam mempertahankan nasib Mustakizah? Sehingga kini, kes kematian Mustakizah masih lagi menjadi misteri.

Saya masih ingat pada November 2005, kononnya tahanan warga China telah dipaksa berbogel dan ketuk ketampi oleh seorang anggota polis wanita semasa dalam tahanan. Aksi tersebut telah dirakam dan gambarnya menghiasi dada-dada akhbar tempatan terutamanya akhbar berbahasa Cina. Dengan rasa bersalah yang teramat sangat, walaupun belum dibuktikan, kerajaan ketika itu telah mengarahkan Menteri Dalam Negeri, untuk segera terbang ke China bagi menjelaskan sebarang kekeliruan yang mungkin timbul akibat daripada kejadian tersebut.

Semua ini hasil desakan dan tindakan ekstrem MCA, Gerakan dan DAP, termasuk akhbar-akhbar Cina, serta tidak ketinggalan parti-parti pembangkang. Setelah siasatan dijalankan, ternyata gadis yang dipaksa berbogel itu bukan warga China tetapi seorang gadis Melayu. Malang sungguh menjadi orang Melayu, selepas itu, kes ini tidak lagi dibincangkan, malah menjadi senyap dan tidak dibahaskan lagi di dada-dada akhbar, terutama akhbar Cina.

Apa yang saya maksud di sini ialah bila sesuatu kejadian yang menimpa orang Melayu, tidak ramai yang berasa sensitif tetapi bila orang lain terutamanya (Cina dan India), seolah-olah hari sudah hampir kiamat seperti tidak ada isu lain yang hendak dibincangkan lagi.

Kita jarang berpolitik untuk mempertahankan apa yang benar dan apakah yang salah? Tetapi kita lebih banyak berpolitik dengan politik yang merugikan iaitu menuding jari untuk melihat siapakah yang menang (benar), siapakah yang kalah (salah). Politik hanya untuk mencari keuntungan politik atau mendapat undi politik, sedangkan maruah agama dan bangsa tergadai. Berbaloikah dengan berpolitik sebegini? Sedangkan orang lain sentiasa mengambil kesempatan hasil dari kelemahan kita?

Kita juga jarang berpolitik melihat kepentingan semua kaum, tetapi berpolitik secara sempit mempertahankan kaum sendiri sehingga hilang rasional akal. Tujuannya tidak lain, untuk mempertahankan kuasa dan memancing undi. Masing-masing mahu menjadi jaguh kaum, dengan mengenepikan kepentingan umum. Berapa banyak surau dan masjid dirobohkan untuk tujuan pembangunan? Berapa ramai bukan Islam tampil mempertahankannya? Orang Islam masih boleh menerimanya. Itulah sikap toleransi yang amat saya kagumi.

Tetapi bila ada satu kuil atau tokong dirobohkan bagi tujuan pembangunan, satu Malaysia bagaikan nak ribut dan kelam-kabut seolah-olah telah berlaku penganiayaan terhadap orang bukan Islam.

Malaysia diperlihatkan tidak mengamalkan kebebasan beragama. Macam-macam tuduhan dibuat, tidak cukup dalam negeri, dibawa sama keluar negeri untuk menagih simpati dan memburuk-buruk tanahair sendiri. Berbaloikah?

Sedangkan kita semua sedia maklum bahawa rumah ibadat orang bukan Islam (Hindu, Buddha dan Kristian) melebihi berkali-kali ganda daripada jumlah masjid dan surau.

Jumlah kuil Hindu sahaja sudah melebihi masjid dan surau, apatah lagi jika dicampurkan dengan rumah ibadat agama Buddha dan Kristian dan lain-lain. Sedangkan semua sedia maklum bahawa orang Islam adalah penduduk majoriti dan agama Islam adalah agama rasmi negara ini.

Logik

Dari segi logik dan rasionalnya, sudah tentu kita mahu melihat bilangan surau dan masjid melebihi rumah ibarat yang lain, dengan mengambil kira sejarah dan keistimewaan Islam (Melayu) seperti yang termaktub dalam perlembagaan.

Tetapi adakah ia berlaku? Jawapannya, tidak. Realiti yang jelas adalah, kita mempunyai patung yang tertinggi dan terbesar di dunia, walaupun penduduknya hanya berjumlah lebih kurang 10 peratus. Beginilah nasib Melayu di bumi Melayu. Terlalu menjaga hati orang, sehingga hati sendiri terguris tiada siapa yang tahu atau mungkin orang lain tak ingin ambil tahu, sebab tidak berkaitan atau tidak menguntungkan.

Saya juga teramat ingin mendengar kenyataan daripada orang bukan Melayu (parti politik Cina dan India) tentang pembelaan nasib umat Islam Cina Uighur yang dibunuh secara terancang oleh kerajaan China. Kenapa mereka tidak bersuara menentang tindakan ganas ini?

Hanya kerana orang Cina itu beragama Islam, maka ia menjadi senyap. Bayangkanlah kalau yang terlibat itu adalah Cina yang tidak Islam, sudah tentu mereka akan melompat-lompat.

Begitu juga isu apabila adalah orang Cina/India yang bertindak keluar daripada Islam yakni Murtad atau orang Melayu murtad, berapa ramai bukan Melayu yang tampil ke hadapan memberitahu mereka supaya janganlah murtad.

Berapa ramai kalangan mereka yang memujuk mereka yang mahu murtad agar jangan murtad, hormatilah agama Islam seperti yang termaktub dalam perlembagaan dan jagalah hati orang Melayu Islam. Apa yang selalu kita dengar ialah mereka akan mengapi-apikan lagi mereka yang ingin murtad untuk terus murtad dan mempertahankannya bermati-matian setelah mereka murtad.

Mereka mengatakan ini adalah hak asasi manusia. Tetapi bila mana tiba isu berkaitan Islam, maka semua hak asasi itu hilang entah ke mana. Yang dicari hanya ketidakadilan Islam, ketidakadilan mahkamah syariah dan bermacam-macam lagi.

Ini tidak termasuk lagi isu perebutan mayat saudara baru yang meninggal. Apa yang saya tahu, kita selalu mengalah berhadapan dengan golongan ekstrem ini. Paling menyedihkan, mereka langsung tidak bersyukur apabila kita beralah.

Tetapi apabila mereka tidak mendapat apa yang mereka hajatkan, setelah undang-undang menyebelahi kita, maka kita (agama Islam dan mahkamah syariah) akan dikecam habis-habisan.

Justeru, sudah sampainya kita berpolitik secara matang dengan meletakkan kepentingan semua kaum di hadapan bertunjangkan kepada perlembagaan, berbanding politik etnik (kaum) yang sempit.

Dalam isu Beng Hock ini, bersabar dan tunggulah sehingga siasatan selesai. Jangan membuat andaian dan mengapi-apikan isu ini, kerana ia tidak menguntungkan sesiapa. Yang pergi tetap telah pergi, hidup ini perlu diteruskan. Jadikanlah ia sebagai suatu ikhtibar untuk kita menerokai atau berpolitik dengan lebih baik seperti mana Allah SWT berfirman dalam al-Quran, jadikanlah sesuatu kejadian yang berlaku sebagai pengajaran, wahai orang-orang yang mempunyai pandangan.

all over again..

2010-01-12T07:06:00.000-08:00

I always have something to write in here but the problem is, every time i wanted to update my blog, i ALWAYS forgot my blogger password...sigh!

Btw,
Nothing much to write today just wishing u all happy nu yer!*masih x terlambat lg kot*:p and may this year 2010 will be better than last year....bukan tahun yang lagi bagus but us tak kira dari angle mane pon...

my 2010's resolutions are:

i pray to pass succesfully in my 3rd Internal assessment n FINAL exam this march!lets pray together!!
i wish i'll becoming more better person to my religion,country, and family..so i can proudly proud of myself.
third,as usual...forwarded resolution like 2 years back?>wanna lose some more weight fast!...i have target*poyo-poyoan di situ but lets not tell now, u guys will see it..haha

that's not all okay...

i have more than 10 this year..that's include money saving program *i am damn serious about this-future investment-annual vacation-being a good girlfriend-being a good friend-becoming more hardworking and bookish- less bunking classes- love community medicine and Baptist Hospital posting etc..and finally, i wish there will be NO MORE new year resolution next year coz they are easy to make and lots lots easier to break..

So whats your NEW Year resolution for 2010?:)

not as lucky as I always..:(

2009-12-07T04:34:00.000-08:00

today i want to tell you some sad stories lately happened to me..

latest..

i lost my cyber short T70 touchscreen camera..yup that black one!!

it was pretty sad thing and i can't help myself from bursting after i realize that i' ve lost it...it happened at manipal last two days back when the lagenda n food fest things are rolling...i myself realize at the first place to put xtra caution about things we bring...in fact i always "kepit" my bag all the time till that 15 minutes unlucky moment...when we are busy eating which i less cautious 'bout my bag. . .owh with that also my purse with ic,bank card , ims id card and insurance card are also gone..:( luckily my new phone n ipod are not "taken"...)

actually,i have tendency to be careless in taking care my stuffs, but i always lucky..that cam for instance, was nearly lost at goa,my fault actually carelessly left it at one of the busy shop at goa. i just realized it after 40 mins we left that shop..and when i hurry back to that shop,it was there untouched!and that wasn't first time! even to my purse, phones and keys..

careless me but lucky me..however, yesterday, i myself can feel a very unlucky me(even before searching) not like how i feel when i misplaced my things before. And i feel damn bad this time coz i've took XTRA caution of that camera not like carelessly as before, but nothing can be done when it is written there..i just redha..

#tq to MSA people n friends who help me finding the camera n my pursue..tq k!

somewhen this month

Blacky n Baby fall from our balconi to basement..mind you my house is in third floor ok...
so you can imagine how bad it can be...

As for Blacky, he got complete femur fracture and he's recovering well now after surgery..baby however, got some celebral hemorhage and internal organ damage...we suspect the kidneys or bladder are affected coz she got hematuria..but they are all fine now...:)

here are some pics of blacky's and as for baby we didn't have opportunity to take her photo when she got i.v fluid :)just imagine how cat got i.v fluid..:P

complete femur fracture

proses masukkan besi kat kaki blacky

dilalikan and kaki dicukur for operation

bapa yang tenang menunggu anak sedang dibedah

blacky selepas operation

:P

diriku yang tak tenang

2009-09-05T23:51:00.000-07:00

Tiba-tiba rasa nak update blog...
eXam II IA ni betol2 buat aku tak tenang la,
sebabnyer byk tak sempat nak cover...
...seperti biasala...
and forensic medicine pon tak sentuh lagi...
memang tak tenang...
tambah2 lagi rasa nak balik yang kian membuak2 ni..
maklumlah dah SETAHUN tak balik...
gilerlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

.......aku ingin pulang...~~~

tak perlulah kot

2009-07-20T20:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we tend to judge things by its appearance kan...first impression cam gitew....contohnyer judge behavior thru someone's face before knowing them...

but it doesn't always true!
and i've seen many~~~~
and lately even many been seen..

my mistake actually EARLY judging people by its cover..

but what if i tot this person is muke terbaek~~~ and kalau digosip mesti orang akan kate "weh, ko buat dosa kering je fitnah budak ni contohnyer",and act same way at public, but only those who close to them knows better...which i before don't believe it too...

oklah, my point here is , fake it with others not with me and maybe the other one and especially me...because i started to puke whenever you make me into your act..trimas....

#baz tak elok demam lagi nih...doctor said viral fever...macam ular sawa jer tido kat bilik...H1N1 kot..:0

BOSAN

2009-07-18T07:41:00.001-07:00

sekian trimas.....

dream of my best fren

2009-07-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

it's been sometimes i didn't update my blog...kind of bz with everything and all~

actually i just woke up from a dream..dream of my best fren which we never talking each other for quite sometimes due to some reasons...kind of missing it actually...

kla tu jer nak sambung mimpi blik..bla...bla...

Mid nite launch- new website!

2009-06-02T12:44:00.000-07:00

guess many has heard or being informed about My new B?

here we go..

introducing ...

http://joyahonline.blogspot.com

cut in short, this is our business website...:0!! yeah im serious, go have a look!

but before that, a little bit about this business based website,

me, only the co-seller.
fareed is the manager and also seller.
supplier from our family at malaysia.
aween and me will become model for certain product..(jimat kos).
we work by demand and availability.

why joyahonline ? hmmm..we think it sexy..hakhak..actually we have no idea what to name this website..so this is catchy name isn't it?

about the pricing, you just convert in RM, and compare it..we get this items at low price, then we bring it low to you too..

opps!only ladies items are available this time..but we do need some suggestion from man too!

i just uploaded some pieces of items...go have a look and hopefully this website may help you!!

but there are more..so just keep updated!

now go and look!

almost a millionaire...

2009-05-24T07:24:00.000-07:00

nak jadikan ceritanyer....

Pagi tadi aku ngan fareed pegilah pasar Yeshampur...sesampainyer disana kiteorang decide nak beli ikan dulu pastu ayam pastu daging pastu baru balik...so kiteorang pon beli ikan kembung dan sotong kat salah satu kedai tu..lepas je bayar sume kiteorang mintaklah plastik putih yang ade ikan2 tu...pastu pegi bertolak pegi beli ayam dan daging plak....selesai je beli semua, on the way nak gi kat motor tu, ade mamat2 india ni ngan muke cuak2 kerumun kiteorang berdua yang sarat barat ngan barangan pasar ni?

mamat ikan:mam, we gave you different cover bag..

me:owh..ok take this...aku pon bagi ngan tak de masalahnyer...tengah sarat and nak balik cepat..

mamat ikan:(berpeluh2 mamat ni check plastik ikan kiteorang)..not this mam...you have another plastik cover??

me:i have what like 6 bags here??!...so i gave the other one..warne putih gak plastik tu..

mamat ikan:(muke lega gile)..im sorry mam actually we gave you not fish but our money..then he show us the content of that white plastic cover...penuh dengan dwet Rs500 kot!!!satu plastik tu ok!!

and im totally shock!but one thing we finally regret...

we should go back hurry after beli ikan!!!!

ciss kan...you all bayangkan kalau kalau all are Rs 500 notes..ade selai dua la Rs 100 ...mau 30000 kot kan..hahaha....

then, we just go back tersenyum-senyum...why?haha..we almost a millionare kot..hahak!

tak de keje..

2009-05-21T19:57:00.000-07:00

cut in short i hmmm....some kind abandoning my blog lately...heeee...actually im working on something which i'll share with you later k...

so today we'll talk about my new "idaman hati yang bakal menghabiskan dwetku"!

Lg arena

Apple iphone 3G

LG cookie

huhu...pricing??

atas skali paling mahal and cookie tu murah je..tapi tak 3G and banyak lagi kekurangannyer....

lalala..*tak de keje*

something's coming up...

2009-05-13T09:49:00.001-07:00

so....tunggguuuuuu!

bile perkataan STUPID dah keluar....

2009-05-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

cam ni ceritanyer...

last week *after balik Goa*, my room's fan suddenly stop till today....maybe sebab kena panah petir mase hujan lebat hari tu....so i callled up the electrician...so he said he'll come tomorrow and as usual he didn't come...so call him again and after several calling made he finally came and took out my fan from the ceiling and he say "i'll get it fixed and ready by the next day"...truely knowing their "tomorrow" i assume he'll come on saturday *2 days after his tomorrow*...but he didn't come again this time...

so what i can do is just keep calling him again and again and that much also i got his "10 minutes,half an hour and tomorrow"..which made me becoming panas and panas and panas!!!

yesterday,on monday which already 1 week,i called him again but this time he just don't answer my call and shut his phone off...later i call him on balik plak....mamang beyond my limit ni..

then, i just text him...

"hey you!
when you want to come and fix my fan!
otherwise
just give the fan back to me and i'll find a new good electrician to fix it!
come today and just don't keep running away !
and keep giving me such STUPID promises!!!"

that was my final act...expecting nothing will happen..but surprisingly he came after one hour and fix my fan.

moralnyer pikir sendiri lah k...it really depands on tahap kesabaran dan tahap kemanusian korang..kalau tak marah dan bertegas memang tak gerak kot kan!kalau marah2 memang lah cepat tua kite sume ni...ntah merepek ape ntah ni...bubye!

cat lung infection symptoms

2009-05-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

since now many people of us decided to keep cat as pet, especially my batch now,here some symptoms which you should be alert of okey...:)

i may don't know what the disease called but the symptoms are clear in all case of RS disease;

bile kucing mule bersin2 dan batuk2
bile hidung kucing mula berair cam selsema
bile kucing mule bernafas pakai mulut dan tercungap2
bile ribs die nampak prominent atas dan ke bawah
finally, die akan keluarkan bunyi pelik2...stridor or whistling tu...

sometimes we might mistakenly thought he'd got choke or something in his throat but keep in mind if the cats choke he won't drink, eat or play.but in RS infection is otherwise.

and one more thing, vet terdekat adalah kat matikhere.betol2 depan Bank Canara tu...

here are some contacts which may help you someday:

Gokul pet clinic, matikhere
9844117064

24 hours CUPA animal clinic,
dr. joseph
08022947312

these are all friendly vets and if you have any kind of doubt, such:

kucing tak mau makanla
kucing cirit birit berdarah ke
kucing selsema teruk ke etc

just give a call to them and he'll assist you on what to do...

till then k...bubye!

poor blacky poor

2009-05-09T21:19:00.002-07:00

Guess everyone knows my babies kitten named blacky and tiger...but tonite i just want to talk about my poor kitty blacky..

it's 1.30 am and im actually i just came back from *something* railway station road...about 1 km from Mekhri circle...there's 24 hours animal clinic..it was kind of emergency last night....blacky is having difficulty in breathing and coughing...it was kind of sad to see him struggling in every single breath....to be exact he was kind of having deep pain breathing..i can see the ribs are forced to move up and down in every single breathing....and such whistling sound, make my tears rolled over....

yesterday it wasn't severe or chronic like tonight...at first i thought he got choked or there's something is in his throat....so i'd called up doctors and he said to come on monday morning but when things get worsen last night and i can't wait anymore to see his struggling and hearing that sounds...me and fareed decided to bring it to the hospital..it's animal clinic anyway....

nak pegi clinic tu satu lagi hal....ngan tak tau jalan lagi, nak cari landmark yang ntah ape2 ntah...ngan bumpy roads all along the way...bayang kan betapa saratnyer motor bile nek 2 orang tambah satu vet cage tu...memang bontot kiteorang ni sipi2 je terletaknyer...:P...

memang mencabar fizikal dan minda...disebabkan jalan yang bumpy gile2 tu, accidently fareed nyer spek terjatuh dari motor dan lesap ke mane ntah..tak jumpe dah lepas tu bile kiteorang cari balik..

thank god ade satu mamat ni rumah die dekat dengan animal clinic tu...die yang tunjukkan kat mane tempat tu...nun hujung kampung sane tu...macam slum pon ade gak tempat tu...walking distance konon!!!

so, as soon as the doctor seen blacky with his exertion on breathing tu, he get mad of me "why so ignorant" tak bawa gi klinik awal2..and there my guilty comes!i just hoping nothing serious at this time....

he said blacky has severe lung infection and it becoming worst now...he even struggling to take a single breath...so he gave 2 injections, one at blacky's thigh i.m and one more kat kulit tengkuk die s.c ...and he prescribed few medications...he said that's the best he can do and we just wait and see later...scary kan...

me and fareed brought about 2000 rs...dengan keadaan blacky memang kiteorang expect atleast 1000rs kot kena bawa, but surprisingly we were asked only 100rs...for the injections,treatment and medications....

my point here is have we ever care before this if your pet getting sick?what disease???it severity?lung infection???pernah dengar ke??

hello ,i don't know about you guys but atleast me i never care before...apetah lagi nak bawa pergi jumpe vet and give medications...but now i really care...sakit sket je dah risau...and now, after the injection blacky da boleh tido, bernafas pon dah tak berbunyi sangat..and to the most im worrying about is if it infectious??to tiger and baby adik(kucing baz) and to us too...human being....and what else can you expect??it is RS disease right..it is infectious like in human being...so i just lock him at least for few days and asingkan pinggang makanan.....kesian??for better it must be done kan...and tomorow i'll bring tiger for check up if he get infected...

till then...

sekali lagi aku dalam dilema!

2009-05-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

hooooooit!!!

ko dah lah pemalas
dah la tak study langsung, result pon hampes jer...
memang muke dah kena cop dah kot!!
tu pon ko tak ingat ingat lagi attendance ko tu paras hidop dan mati je...
tu pon nak ponteng lagi ke ..?

actually ni ditujukan kat diri sendiri sebab dah rasa malas nak pegi posting esok...
sumpah malas...
ohh!

should we always tell the truth?

2009-05-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

logically we should tell the truth nothing else but the truth kan....but have you ever encounter some day in your life where telling truth comes in second?.....and lie better take place...it's either not to disappoint someone's heart or better to discover themselves....and sometimes truth just left hanged without people knowing it..that's is secret....

i wonder what is actually truth and how far truth can play their role?....

NEW AIM!

2009-05-05T09:05:00.000-07:00

Since everyone has commented about my "so-flat" tummy especially the latest pic taken at Goa and my baby boo pon dah call me Gemok Hitam...so i take this challenge to lose another 5kg..and i really hope to reach 53-54kg by end of this month....okey kalau tak sempat awal next month keh...:P

neway here are some record of my body weight lost!

form five:54-56kg
kmb(IB) : 68-69 kg(horror giler time ni..cam raksasa)
1st year ims: 65kg
before pegi Goa:56kg
after balik Goa :58kg
end of this month:? ....i really hope to reach 54....segan plak nak janji begini..hoho

so mengikut statistics ni memang la badan ku ni kembang kempis je kan....tapi selalunyer kembang je la kan..

so tak nak janji lebeh lebeh...just tunggu dan lihat je lah kan...hohoho!

so some really gonna works diet habit!!

first and foremost...jangan makan nasi..LANGSUNG!try seminggu je cukuplah untuk tengok kesannye..but it doesn't mean melantak makan pizza, pasta, roti atau sebagainyer sebagai ganti plak..atleast take more "lauk" like sayur and fishes...
or try puasa...sure berkesan gak...tapi boleh jadi tak berkesan sebab melantak berbuka puasa lak kan...
next tak boleh nak buat ape kena bersenam gak..atleast jalan2 kat sadhana tu...kasi peluh je...

tips lain2 tak tau lah..but i did this and it really works..!til then...mwahhhh!

i'm back with new tempe skin...haha

2009-05-04T09:31:00.000-07:00

I just came back from Goa....it was really enjoyable time!!

so here are something to share about our weekends in Goa...

There are 6 of us going there by qualis car....ala kereta cam mix jeep and tempo titi tu....all girls,me, aween, ira, baz, nadia and ninot...so basically Goa is really hot!!! and it's already end of season(peek season month sept-feb) so tak berape ramai mat salehla...we arrived there on friday about 12 noon....memang berpeluh-peluh sebab kereta kiteorang tak de AC.....after check in we'all terus sewa scooter for only rs 200 per day...no deposit no id needed...and surprisingly we don't have to wear helmet pon!and since only 2 from 6 of us yang pandai bawa motor, so got to go for triple seater which is not allowed there...so we've been fined for rs100 for that..haha...to me still murah kot!and the police there give us one permit to carry 3 person for next 24 hours..amazing kan...tapi kena buat muke kesian sket la.....

ni la scooter yang kiteorang sewa- Honda Dio and Activa

ni plak the only people yang reti bawa motor

so we go triple ride...sendat nih!

first day dah kena saman...haha...sekali lagi polis india ni tertipu dengan my malaysian driving lisence...untung-untung!

next day(saturday), we all go Baga beach and play water sports....it was a combo or 4 games;parasailing,banana boat riding, bumper boat and jet sky riding, which cost us rs 500 each...hmmm....best tapi sekejap sangat tak puas....and day after main banana boat sailing to we all semua tak leh gerakkan leher sebab tercampak jauh dari banana boat tu...giler scary!

suasana pagi kat Colangute Beach

-erm...sorry no pics of us sebab semua tak bawa cam mase tu-

again the beach view..this one is Ambrambol Beach...

one thing i'll miss most about Goa is the foods....seafood food..imagine if you can get fresh nicely cooked seafood meals at very reasonable price..cheap kot!....imagine seafood platter die only at rs 275 and full of all kind 0f seafood from ikan to ketam to udang to kepah to sotong....hmmmm yummy!

i love it!!

ni lah seafood platter yang dikatakan tu...teringin plak lagi!

views?well, it was a very breezy, windy but yet hot....semua yang pegi ni dah sun burn gile-gile dah..macam tempe-tempe Goa jer rasenyer...pakai sunblock pon serupa tak pakai jer..

muke-muke yang dah sun tanned(sun burn pon ader)
tempe2 Goa: me, ira, aween, nadia, ninot, baz (amek gambar)

cam gini lah kiteorang berpakaian ..kegadis-gadisan pada petang dan malam hari..

finally on last day, we all decided to have a motor boat ride to see the wild dolphins which cost us another rs 150 each...memang dolphins tu wild pon tak jinak....mahal but berbaloi sebab kat tengah-tengah laut tu kiteorang dicampak dalam laut dan ditinggalkan cam tu je...nasib tak ade jerung ke kan...

after all;

Goa best gile especially if go among girls only...:)
all of us exceed our target budget rs 5000....basically we all habis dalam rs 6000-6500 including rooms,transport, makan and shopping sket2..
Goa best pegi mase month of sept-march...sebab ramai mat and mak saleh..huhu
Goan seafoods memang best!
best about Goa: the beaches, beach activities, seafoods!!, baju and seluar cetak rompak yang murah2, warm Goan people, and night activities along the beach....
something we missed :( : Goan saturday night market and melawat museum and temple ..hahaha

actually a lot more to tell but guess what?

the best way is to discover yourself right?

.....and to girls yang runsing about safety to travel among girls,it's true there's danger but if you can make sure you'll be together all the time, and put extra suspicion on every strangers you meet....you'll be safe!believe me...

till then bubye!

im in total holiday mood!

2009-04-28T10:37:00.000-07:00

tak sabar sungguh!cepatlah khamis ni....

panasnyer bangalore kini!

2009-04-27T10:06:00.000-07:00

hari ni sangat panas serupa dengan hari-hari sebelumnyer..
dah mandi banyak-banyak kali pon tak sejuk-sejuk lagi
malam pon panas...skarang cuaca kat bangalore betul-betul dah tak menentu....kejap panas giler..malam ribut petir plak...panas balik esoknyer....winter tahun ni pon tak sesejuk tahun lepas...sekejap jer. plak tu...

dengar ade orang beli air cooler teringin plak nak beli...
heyyyysss!
okeylah tak de pape pon nak share malam ni...

ramalan kepontengan

2009-04-26T12:43:00.000-07:00

mengikut ramalan kepontengan , esok tak gi kelas sebab tak terbangun pagi atau malas nak bangun pagi...sekian

can't wait till tomorrow!

2009-04-23T10:27:00.000-07:00

it's my pharmac practical exam....it is just so annoying cause i have to take it tomorrow...
just wanna let it be done...
care no more!

cepat lah esok!hari ni esok pon tak pe...

peoplethatilove!

2009-04-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

Every people has different thoughts about this....love and being loved....and i do respect all of them..as for me...some say,we shouldn't love others more than us but there's, course, in our life line we tend to forget that....it really depends isn't it?

well, as for me....the first ever one i love of course the one who create me, my religious, and my only messenger....syukur i was born as muslim. i can't imagine if i was born in other religion....pemabuk ke aku nanti, gangster ke..pencuri ke...yes, im not so religious like some people here, but who are you to justify that you are better than me and others kan...yup, i am lack in many things due to my ignorence , lalai and so all....but deep inside me i know my border, and i know my mistakes....each of them...and i work hard on it to improve myself too.And talking about this, i really hate someone who are religious ,as they claimed, selalu pandang serong orang2 yang doesn't look like them, doesn't have same thoughts like them, to me...if you wanna give advice of any kind, it really doesn't matter. In fact, you are just so much pleased to do that, but please put it in the right words, not harsh words!just like put yourself in the others shoes?!

next, i really love my parents so much!!!sayang sangat2 sampaikan i can cry like i was just broke up or kena rompak or something....hehe...i feel so much sinful, when i reminisce my past, during my younger age, how rebellious i am.I don't know about you guys but me, i was once in my thought want to run away from my house and family...just to be with my friends and freedom...seriously...i always think ,that time, how lucky are my friends having such a care-nothing parents about their kids life and school activities...fail exam, tengok wayang ramai2 pon tak marah..but now, at age 21 i realised how lucky i am and how far they've made me...MBBS?become a doctor one day?....alot of thanks to my parents...

next, is myself....well, this part nothing so much to talk about...me is just me...something about me....i am someone who doesn't talk much and when in not-right-environment i even talk less....but i am gile2 than you if you know me...and i have tendency to favor people..especially who's nye-nye type..you know...baz know this because she hates this type too...haha...i love cooking but muuch2 love eating someones cooking too.....and i used not to eat nasi *for diet purpose* but now im a rice regular....dah tak sanggup dah...but it works you know..try for the whole week not eating nasi...u'll make really big difference!

next of course my baby boo!my sergio ramos....well, tho he came to the fourth in my list...i really most of the time love him more than myself...tho aween and some other girlfriends always says that "we(girls) should love ourself than our baby boo, because if one day something happened to the relationship,we'll get hurt so much!"...it is so true but i really can't help this....just like in my past relationship....when it ends, full of misery!but that's me....typical women...try so hard to make our man happy, even have to sacrifice so much, so please gentlements appreciate us!but never ever a regret to me!That is why when someone started to say something about my or other people relationship...i was just like to say to these people, who the hell are you know better than them about their relationship?have you ever being loved?if not, get yourself loved first!eventually, you'll understand it because you might see yourself there...if yes, let them solve themselve...in a relationship, fights and arguments are common,to me that is how you know your patner best!well, actually the deeper you're in a relationship...the better you'll know his/her bad side, their weakness which sometimes may clashes with yours...like no body perfect right?so wonderful isn't it....and it comes in package right, relationship and commitment, if relationship without commitment that's rubbish!that's flirting....huh..huh...membara....

next are all my besties..including my schoolmates....you know yourself k....rindoo nak balik malaysia bile pikir2 pasal ni...as i said before and always the most unforgetful friends are high school friends....rapat sangat sampai kalau sorang sedih sume akan sedih gak...rindu kamu!At here, most of my problems and crisis i always share with aween...she always be there when i have something...we share "a lot" too...tak gitu aween?!I found that my ex housemates also being such a good friends of mine..walaupon masing2 tak tinggal serumah dahkan..hehe :)....and my new housemates are great too..especially baz gile ni...kalau die tak de mati kebosanan la gak...i remember during first year, me and my housemates(housemates lame), amy and izi pegi mysoore dulu2...pegi girls jer....setiap tempat tu, mesti kiteorang ngorat mamat2 india ni..amek gambar same2la...paling galak sekali ila ngan amy la...hehe...sorry ila, amy saya tulih pasal awk kat sini..hehe..

next are my pets, 2 ekor kura2 and 2 ekor kucing..tapi hari tu dah cite pasal dorang ni kan...next, my blog..walaupon tak selalu sangat update...but, it is a great things to do kan kalau banyak mase tak tau nak gune tuk ape..hehe...owh!i should include MALAYSIA too..but now, dah tak homesick dah...dan banyak lagilah kalau nak include sume yang bernyawa dan tak bernyawa....till then..bubye!

My mess!

2009-04-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

Before exam...

after first paper..patology....

after forensic medicine paper......

Yesterday...total eyesore!

My new babies!

2009-04-16T09:41:00.001-07:00

Tadaaa....

Like i told you in my last previous entry....i bought 2 cats...kitten!they are still babies when we bring them home....umur baru sebulan setengah dah kena amek dari mak die and kena kurung kat kedai tu yang dah tentu2 la tak dijaga dengan betol...

.......Actually i was looking kitten like a cute one..yang ade stoking and quite furry...but there left me no choice!i was like to give up because at that time sume kucing2 biasa yang kurus sangat...sumpah kesian sangat..ade cage yang die kurung those babies macam nak mati dah....

But then suddenly, there at 4 kittens, merely baby,yang comey ni..baik jer muke....tak bising2 pon cam the other cats,gemok and berisi gak..tho they are not furry enough, but i like them..out of 4 we decided to choose only two...one pair la kan...jantan and betina.......here are they...

okey yang pandai posing and manje ni name die tiger...name jer tiger tapi die ni baik jer...manje!tido tak boleh bising atau alihkan die.....

die ni walaupon demikian suke tido atas katil and bile dialihkan akan panjat balik katil sampailah kite give up..

yang muke comot dan garang gile ni plak name die choco bownie aka blacky..tapi name melayu die cik mot jer...die ni sangat gelap dan legam (walaupon warne die dark brown actually) sampai kadang-kadang nak terpijak sebab ingat die karpet...

haa!tgk gambar ni..nampak tak blacky kat carpet tu..ni bukan gambar edit tau...mata die pon tak nampak..ramailah yang melawat nak terpijak die ni....tapi die ni ade satu kebolehan luar biasa yang semua kucing tak boleh buat...pandai kerut dahi..betol!tak caya datang la tengok...ramai dah tergoda ngan die ni walaupon die ni comot gile...

die ni sumpah garang cam typical kucing2 kat india ni.. freaking gile!kalau bergurau tu memang calar balar la...oh ye...yang bende putih kat kepala die tu double sided tape..baz, mak angkat kucing ni yang letak..tak tau aper purpose die ..accessory katenye..

and saat paling tenang and aman adalah mase dorang tido...kalau tak bising and tak jadi buat kerje la nampaknyer...tak nampakkan muke blacky..hehe

as i said before, we wanted a pair of them..jantan and betina..but yesterday..me, baz, fareed and some others found that they both are male..jantan trang tang tang!!padan la tak leh lekat jer...asyik bergaduh jer...

and one more thing about my babies ni die sangat lah kampung..tak reti makan makanan palet tuh...nak makan ikan rebus gak..sometimes ayam rebus or goreng...masalahnyer mama dan mama angkat die(baz) ni pon tak makan nasi hari-hari..

klah..later i'll update 'bout my first babies eh..2 ekor kure2 yang dah berumor setahun..dah besar and gemok dah!now tak boleh sebab bawah penjagaan fareed...later k.

FROM ME TO YOU!

2009-04-16T08:47:00.000-07:00

On last 29 march was fareed's birthday...so setelah berhempas pulas on what to give to him and after asking here and there, finally i decided to give him this really nice and really charismatic men Tommy Hilfiger watch....and expensive too...0,o

And thanks guys for those ideas....

PATO paper?...

2009-04-13T05:40:00.000-07:00

okey...

skunk ni baru jer abes paper pato...baru jer jap tadi...amacam paper? haiii..ntah la soklan2 tu sume tak expect!i thought something like inflamation ker, healing ker, tumour marker ke,hmm...phagocytosis ke..soklan yang famous2la cam dalam buku past year tu...tapi tak keluar la plak...

since ni paper bertulis first and dah lame tak berkarang2an...amek mase gile nak jawab paper tadi..dah la ngan blank nyer...keliru2 lagi...haiii....tapi nak nyesal pon tak boleh....sebab dah lepas...so lets look forward...esok microb!and macam biasa tak rase pon nak belajar lagi..benarlah cakap krun and lowed!malas memang tak boleh dipisahkan..

okeylah..nak gi mandikan baby2 ku sebentar...ohh..lupe nak info plak..last week me and fareed bought 2 cats..kitten!cute sangat...later i'll upload and cite pasal dorang and what mess they've made!!!!

bubye!

Damn shit!

2009-04-12T00:01:00.000-07:00

huh....kenapalah exam..

2 out of 3!

2009-04-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

okey actually i supposed to study rite now..pharmac!

but since i woke up this morning till now..i just read the topic lists and buat-buat plan masa belajar....konon2 belajar secara terancang la kan...sayur jer la tu..hohoho...anyway...secara jujurnye tak de satu subject pon yang lengkap disentuh and in fact ade subject yang tak tersentuh lagi...exam monday ni...cuak dah terasa...tapi mood tu kadang2 ade kadang2 lesap ke mane ntahla....heyy.....so anggapla..tulis blog ni cara nak lepas tension la kan...padahal studynyer ntah pape....

i was study kencang gak malam tadi till aween tell me 'bout something makes me thinking......

"haah yek...napelah aku tak pikir cam gitu...hoho"

gini cite nyer..since exam ni ade 4 subjects..patology, pharmacology,microbiology, and forensic medicine...and final t nak 2 jer yang best...kate aween..norman kate..

"hey, don't be nerdy!if forensic med, you can read the subject the nite before exam....well for sure atleast you'll get a pass...for the other 3..u just have to score 2 subjects and spare the the unchosen pity one..hoho...for your final carry mark.."

hmmmmmmmm...interesting.....sumpah interesting...........but haruslah jangan diikuti kan...wek!

but it for sure worth for last resortkan.....*wink*.....*wink*......

renung-renungkan.....hahahahahahah

......0,o.........gulp!

2009-04-07T12:57:00.000-07:00

.....gulp!

oh semangat please datang....

aku rayu please......please.........

oh tv,oh tido (15jam),oh malas pegi...pegi.......

oh...ohhh.....ohhhhh..

what i really need now is just semangat to start it....initiation mode.....

please come....hurry!

exam is just next week....

switch....switch.......switch........

ohh...

-desper-

it's been a year!

2009-04-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

Happy Anniversary Baby!

thank you for being you and accepting me as me

love you...

04/04/08

hoho
i was wondering isn't the number 04 means mati?
we got 2 04....mati mati?

how about 08?
untung la plak...

it's mati mati untung la..haiyaaa!

klah..saje jer nak ngarut kat sini.....tak de keje and malas nak study ....k k..nak sambung study...

papepon to my baby boo..

happy anni k!mmuahhhx!

soul mate

2009-04-02T12:18:00.001-07:00

Halo - Beyonce Music Code

thanks alot to MARA!

2009-04-02T11:18:00.000-07:00

$1470 !!

As you all know, and to those who don't know yet, let me tell you that "duet buku" and duet bulan april has been banked in today!yipppie!!!!

i know it was a long wait to get what we should deserve kan??and i also know each of us are hoping of "duet buku" so much kan??and terdengarlah macam-macam rumours pasal "duet buku" ni kan....ade yang kate "duet buku" akan masuk next year la, ade yang kate MARA tak decide lagi nak bagi ke tak, and ade gak yang kate "duet buku" tak kan masuk langsung.....well, as for me memang lah kehadiran "duet buku" ni penting sebab buku-buku banyak tak beli lagi and exam pon dah tersangat lah hampir.......poyo disitu.....

but finally,today mase nak draw duet kat atm, tiba2 duet jadi melampau banyak dalam akaun....sahlah "duet buku" ni dah masuk nih....yippie!!!!

so i would like to take this advantage to thank my beloved sponsor....MARA.....poyo lagi disitu kan...hoho...but seriously thanks! thanks alot!

hmmmmm....

okey, now lets talk 'bout wut to do with this moneh??banyak nih.....tak terhabis nak belanje....poyo lagi disitu.....haha...owh...owh...lupe nak cakap, duet bulan ni masuk ngan "duet buku" berjumlah 73k something .....73500 to be exact!..rupees la kan kalau ringgit atau dolar boleh gile plak nanti.....hoho....kalau dalam dolar 1470 usd!....alot kan....so i already have a plan of this money....first skali mesti lah nak beli buku yang blom dibeli especially buku past years untuk semua subject!wajib..hahaha..sebab tak rase pon nak baca buku lain2..hehe...secondly nak shopping and makan best2, melancong dalam india dan sebagainyer......and also i plan to adopt seekor kucing.... :) ....dah lame nak bela dah....and of course,not to forget saving gak la.......kate nak gi gold coast akhir tahun nanti....

hmmmmm....

so i wish to all friends of ims belanjelah duet2 ni wisely k....hoho...tak boleh nak cakap banyak2 sebab diri sendiri is not a good example in this...hehe

tak bosanlah...

2009-03-31T11:17:00.000-07:00

I finally start writing again after a long time abandoning my blog..

...Neway....fyi im not like the other of my blogger friends who's blogging from malaysiaku tercinta...ade yang blogging kat changi airportla....ade yang blogging kat rumah tak ikot parents gi picnic ke berkelahla....ade yang buat cupcakes yang toping die tak penah dibuat orang lagila dan sebagainyerla.....

.......but im here at Cresent Enclave apartment, bangalore, india...lalala... ...sebab ramai tak tau lagi ni actually saya masih tegak berdiri di sini....siap pesan suruh bawa makanan malaysia and ucap enjoy eh kat malaysia,have fun dan ade jugak yang merasa jeles sebab saya balik malaysia....

............haaiiish! korang ni tak elertla....hoho...sekali lagi saya maklumkan saya masih lagi bertapak disini, bangalore..hehe..

so since im not going back this holiday,i would like to tell you what did i do when im home....gile gersangkan?hohoho....

first sekali untuk makan segala bentok makanan belum diproses or sudah diproses di malaysia termasuklah buat-buahan...especially durian...makanan tepi jalan dan pasar malam perkara utama...tak termasuk masakan ibunda tercinta,ayah(mashed potato and french toast jer yang reti dibuat..hehe), makcik2, nenek sedara dan bukan sedara juga....maka itu haruslah berat badan berkilo2 naik bila nak datang sini semula...

and does that means if im not going back i'll lost weight or maintain my weight?

..oh tidak sama sekali ok..hahaha..

next i'll not study even bawa buku berat mane pon...it's impossible babeh!maybe i'll have a glimpse of the pages or the list that i've to study..but that's it!

and does that means if im not going back i'll study hard and not last minutes endeavor?

...tak juga sebab sekarang ni tak rasa nak belajar langsung...

and seperti ikiey tulis kat facebook status nyer dulu2...malaysia is shopping paradise...haruslah bawa banyak duet ye bile balik malaysia...itu tak termasuk kena pau ngan adik-adik serta kawan-kawan lagi....

and does that means if im not going home i'll have more moneh?

..hmm...maybe dalam bentuk aset and more money to survive here....

and paling penting to spend time with my family......which i miss most!tak boleh cakap sangat bende ni takot sedih...hahaha

well....

what more to tell....

guess nothing else to tell....

neway tak bosan dok sini sebenarnyer...

(nampak sangat aku bosan sebenarnyer)

and my life hopefully will be change by tomorrow...

guess what????

i'll tell you later keh...kite enjoy!!(sambil mengangkat tangan ke udara dengan gediknyer!)

Had it enough....selamat bercuti semua!

2009-03-28T00:59:00.000-07:00

What a lonely day!!

Today as always i woke up early again..masalahnyer it's holiday...it's kinda weird coz when there's class or posting which i really have to attend, i always overslept plak....=p

Anyway....well i guess everyone knows many people going back to malaysia this week..honestly i have to say..MEMANG BOSAN DOK BANGALORE NIH!...Ikotkan hati memang nak balik but motor punyer pasal tak balikla nampaknyer...haiiisss!

Last nite baz, nadia and ninot gone to malaysia...i sent them tapi kat car park bawah apartment ni jerla...and i suddenly, accidentally and unintentionally tercurahkan sesudu air mata...i was kinda sad...mixed emotions actually... because this is my first time ever not going back or going somewhere during holiday time!...i really thought im gonna be okey but it wasn't last nite...hurrmm...

But im okey now.....much much okey...it was just hormonal last nite...nothing else....lalalala

Actually my life shouldn't ends like this and here...ni sume salah dwet buku...and partly my fault gak sebab beli buku byk sangat....

.....and thinking

"never mind this month dwet buku akan masuk"(bulan 10)

....i don't know when and when they'll gonna give us....or they are not giving at all??i kinda lost hope 'bout this anyway....and bulan ni im quite broke!hahahaha...byk la sebabnyer =p...

I had a dilemma about whether going back home or not this holiday last week but guess now i've made up my mind not to go back coz i really don't know whether dwet buku are going to be banked in or not...so i don't want to suffer waiting anymore.... and i don't wanna become broke the other month..no way!

So here i go....planning what to do here or go somewhere else....

Haaaiiiiissssssh!

#Start from today!

Perosak masyarakat!

2009-03-21T22:18:00.000-07:00

Sometimes when you have a conflict with somebody to no-matter-what causes...there are sometimes or most of the times the third person...who made things irreversible...who acted like middle person, digging from both sides, then spread something which really untrue...things exaggerated, amplified and overstated!

To me ko perosak masyarakat!

my advice when two people in conflict

if it's friends..let brothers or sisters solve themselves...
if it's couples...jangan rosakkan rumah tangga orang...
if it's family...it's family matter!

so please stay away from other's problem and if you really want to help...help to mendamaikan people not otherwise...and belagak so innocent which is real fake of you.....

bosan cuti ini?

2009-03-21T20:54:00.000-07:00

i woke up early today, 4.30 am....yeah very early because it's sunday.... well i had to because yesterday i go to bed really early....830?...hahaha....

well, the semester holiday hasn't start yet but i already feel stuffed and overloaded...tak buat ape pon sebenarnyer...it was just that i feel nothing here to spend my time with when it comes to holiday.....but when there's classes going on and i need to concentrate my priority to attendance and studies, i was hoping for holiday plak...haiiiii.... now it's just 4 days to the holiday and im stuck and and bored...

yesterday, i had a crave for keropok lekor....me ,sergio and my housemates start searching on net manalah tau ade resepi yang diuploadkan kan...guess what?there is! the recipe called "keropok lekor perantau"

....and we just give it a try....

ni resepinyer..

"keropok lekor perantauan"

bahan-bahannyer

1 kg ikan kembung
400 tepung jagung (campur sket tepung tepung gandum)
garam secukup rasa
kiub ais/ air ais
air sedikit

cara membuatnyer

1.asingkan isi ikan tadi dari tulangnyer.ikan jangan direbus yer..
2.then, tumbuk or blender jer isi ikan tadi sampai lumat gitu.
3.then gaul ais kiub bersama-sama isi ikan.
4.masukkan garam.biar lebih sket sebab nanti die tawar lepas kena rebus..
5.masukkan tepung and ulilah..
6.buat bentuk panjang-panjang cam keropok lekor malaysia tu...
7.rebus keropok tu and tunggu die timbul baru angkat.
8.potong-potong and gorenglah....

#sedap makan panas-panas bersama sos buatan sendiri....camnilah review email tu tulis..haha

at first, i really thought i won't work this recipe....or if it worked pon maybe the taste isn't the same....but to tell you guys...it worked ! except kiteorangyer kurang masin sket..

so may be this "keropok lekor perantauan" ni may help those who's not going back home....tuk melepaskan gian dan rindu terhadap masakan pasar malam malaysia...hahahaha.....

It works!
rupe keropok lekor sebelum rebus

rupe keropok lekor tengah rebus

rupe keropok lekor yang tinggal nak makan jer...best!

so atleast my intense desire for malaysian food yang tercinta has come down a bit...atleastkan!

and today me and sergio are gonna work on making "apam balik perantauan" lak!!

daaa...will tell ya the result later...later!

wanted to go home badly..

2009-03-19T04:40:00.000-07:00

This is my first-ever-try after being here for 3 semesters....not going back home.....which is really not me at all!!!!!ramai pelik but it is true....hahaha.....i thought ..i really2 thought that time....i can refrain myself from not feeling guilty of this decision...but sadly i had and even more now....seeing and hearing my friends said that they'll going back home next week has made me feel distracted.......not annoyed but hhmmmm guilty??....ntahlah...and to the worst those going back tomorrow.

Helloooo???!that is so soon okeyyy!hahaha.....

Anyway, i've made up my mind......agaknyer cam ni lah dorang dulukan when i always choose to go home for every semester holidays.....guilty??ntahlah...but i do missing my homey, my parents so much!, my brothers and my 'lil sister, malaysian foods alotttz!,shopping2 mall kat malaysia...barangan jualan malaysia,buahan malaysia khususnyer durian, pasar malam malaysia dan sebagainyer....has made me really wanna go home!!

but i can't

....plans had been made...sudah termaktub!!haha...i promised myself to many things....first of all i''ll be having my bike as soon jer korang yang manjer banyak lemak ni balik malaysia...hehehe..and i'm saving money for new phone too...plus...my beloved brother is coming up here....so had to save some so then we both had much2 fun here together like we used to at back home.....heyyy....due to all this, i had to stay.......enough reasons??.i think yeah....

sunyi???

Memang sunyi!...and i can imagine perasaan those who doesn't go back regularly..:p...hahahaha..... but i do really3 wonder kenapalah budak2 yang banyak duit ni tak rasa nak balik pon?padahal money to them is not a problem kan....not like me...memang istihar diri muflis kalau balik malaysia....yerla....bawa 3 ribu pon x cukupkan.....duit tiket flight x kira lagi?!! some may say my heart is here now sebab tu i'm not going home, and sebab my baby boo tak balik which isn't really true.....having him here when many people going back home is really great!i am so much much blessed......but the things is i do really miss my parents a lot!!nak ikotkan hati dah beli ticket flite.......

but i really can't....

Biarlah this holiday will be the most boring holiday ever!lepas ni tak nak saving too much...wanna have fun jer.....and become broke by end of month.....promise every month! :p.......i love live that way....:p....thank god i have second bank for saving kalau tak....tak taula....

By the way i really hope my parents will give me a visit one day....really missing you!!!

she is hwatt!!

2009-03-14T15:05:00.000-07:00

guys introducing my beloved idol of whole beauty.......

MEGAN FOX

i really adore this celeb.....

name: Megan Fox
birth name: Megan Denise Fox
birth date: may 16 1986
height: 5' 6"
profession:actress,model

she is HOT kan? blink* blink*...no wonder people love to see her nude...

really really love this pose

afta all, she has all the beauty......

i wish can be like her.....hwattt!...harapanlahhhh...hehe

udang menari-nari dalam perut...

2009-03-14T11:44:00.000-07:00

OMG tonite i eat a lot..A LOT!!

i just come back from Barbeque Nation, at indiranagar 100ft road...it's actually a buffet dinner with live karaoke singers entertaining the visitors...me , aween , fareed and hamid was there.usually i don't do buffet because in my thought there will be many people,overcrowding sebab population dorang ni ramai yang amat, and i don't really go for closed space dining concept.. i'll feel like suffocating...but this restaurant is quite nice...first,it has an opened space dining concept, well ventilated and the services are also well-managed...x de la bau ketiak orang ke kan..

The food tonite was just so so..not as good as last time..(hamid said this)..but it was pretty true tho...tho that, we still enjoy the nite, of course!...actually, we are quite disappointed because we were expecting crabs and lambs..luckily,the dessert was pretty good,got German cheese cake, almond pie, brownie, icecream and many more lah...and disaat2 perot dah melayut full, still we played a game, and those who lost,got to eat prawns...A LOT of prawns....rasa cam nak termuntah dah...

to me, this place is good to hang with friends, gelak besar-besar..go come in groups it will be much much fun!..and it's just so casual dining not formal..

At the end of the nite, our stomach was blotting with prawns...and mutton...finally we surrendered,can't take prawns anymore...after then,the flag was down!!

#there are pics too, but i'll upload it later..

why we do read quran ,even if we can't understand a single arabic word?

2009-03-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

just got this email from my old friends backhome...just to share wif you guys...nothing else...

This is a beautiful story of an Old

American Muslim lived on a farm in the

mountains of eastern Kentucky with his

young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was

up early sitting at the kitchen table

reading his Qur’an. His grandson wanted

to be just like him and tried to imitate

him in every way he could.

One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa! I

try to read the Qur’an just like you but

I don’t understand it, and what I do

understand I forget as soon as I close

the book. What good does reading the

Qur’an do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from

putting coal in the stove and replied,

"Ta ke this coal basket down to the

river and bring me back a basket of

water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the

water leaked out before he got back to

the house. The grandfather laughed and

said, "You’ll have to move a little

faster next time," and sent him back to

the river with the basket to try again.

This time the boy ran faster, but again

the basket was empty before he returned

home. Out of breath, he told his

grandfather that it was impossible to

carry water in a basket, and he went to

get a bucket instead. The old man said,

"I don’t want a bucket of water; I want

a basket of water. You’re just not

trying hard enough," and he went out the

door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was

impossible, but he wanted to show his

grandfather that even if he ran as fast

as he could, the water would Leak out

before he got back to the house. The boy

again dipped the basket into river and

ran hard, but when he reached his

grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa,

it’s useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old

man said, "Look at the basket."

The boy looked at the basket and for the

first time realized that the basket was

different. It had been transformed from

a dirty old coal basket and was now

clean, inside and out.

"Son, that’s what happens when you read

the Qur’an. You might not understand or

remember everything, but when you read

it, you will be Changed, inside and out"

That is the work of Allah in our lives."

If you feel this email is worth reading,

please forward to your contacts/friends.

Prophet

Muhammad (pbuh) says: "The one who

guides to good will be rewarded equally"

MYOB!

2009-03-12T19:38:00.000-07:00

Mind Your Own Bussiness!

i miss my GIRLs back home..

2009-03-12T10:29:00.000-07:00

i have to admit that the best friends i ever had are MY GIRLs back home..my girls of TERENDAK MJSC...i do miss you guys...i really missed the time we spent together...share those sad n happy moments...those both laughter and tears we shared tho sometimes bukan masalah kite pon nangis gak kadang-kadang kan...and what makes me feel more sad now is you guys already regroup again..study or working in the same place....can hangout together like last time...i can feel the friendship still strong when we met up at McD depan KUTM dulu..actually im a 'lil bit jealous for that...i do hope that one day when im back raya kot!!, we can meet up,make a hole :p screw things up like we used to do last time....there is the time when i do need some ideas or advice 'bout somethings...it reminds me so much 'bout you guys.....hmmm...i really missed you guys so so much!!as for now i do realize that we can't take our friendship for granted!!never ever.....it's to0 precious to spare...friends is forever kan..and ble da jauh and berpecah2 rindu sangat2!!

i dedicated this songs to my GIRLs back home...
{krun, yanie, layla, aween, dilla, mimi, raihan, ayue,mastot,eza, niza, bogard, pikah and sume budak block I and 4A3,4A1 and 5A1}

Anytime You Need A Friend
© Mariah Carey

If you're lonely
And need a friend
And troubles seem like
They never end,
Just remember to keep the Faith,
And Love will be there to Light the Way

Anytime you need a friend,
I will be here.
You'll never be alone again,
So don't you fear.
Even if you're miles away,
I'm by your side.
So don't you ever be lonely.
Love will make it alright.

When the shadows are closing in
And your Spirit deminishing,
Just remember you're not alone,
And Love will be there
To Guide you Home.

i missed you guys and i would like to say thanks a lot to you guys

For all those times you stood by me - for all the truth that you made me see-for all the joy you brought to my life - for all the wrong that you made right - and for every single dream you made come true

i was badly hurt today...

2009-03-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

i was really badly hurt today...

have you ever hate someone and you feel like you really really really hate her?and you wanna give her all the "curse" on the earth to her??n have you ever met one person decent looking bla..bla..tapi actually hypo type, ngumpat belakang n tell others bad 'bout you..depan2 x berani...longlai kononnyer......i've met this girl...and i actually really hate her :p...and have you ever hate someone till you are badly hurt because you hate somebody that you hate most...sound bad isn't it?unfortunately i am badly hurt because of this today.. tho in my concern i do really know that the fact of hating someone will ends no where...but i do have this feeling towards this gurl, really do....rasa cam nak lempang and sepak terajang je..

luckily i am a person who are easily getting mad to many things but also are easily cooling down..but scar is there rite??thats why i think when there is "recurrent"..i just can't bear the feeling...i really hope i can put my anger and hatred low down..rasa cam nak masuk rehab je...

secondly, have you ever feel like being the second??and have you ever feel like you are the one who the last to know about something important by someone that you really love and care?i do...today...and it hurt me so much...tho sometimes,there was no such thing happened,there are at times this feeling comes especially when you are really really really love and care someone you love...

#and thanks to someone that i loved saying that "the people that you hate will be so happy when she knows that you was hurt because of hating her"...so i won't let her happy ..hehehe...so this is maybe the last time i was hurt because of this things...i won't be!!! thanks aween!

owh....owh....

2009-02-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

..... i'm in a real need of internet rite now...owh..owh..please...since i moving in to my 'mewah' house, we had settled all the things..girlish-ever sofa,tv besar gile, washing machine sebijik cam kat sadhana,frigde , meja makan....EXCEPT...my airtel internet connection.....so this month i'll definitely get all the transfer things done!!!cant survivi 'nemore..

.....owh...owhh....secondly...my baby-boo nyer birthday is coming up....damn i have no idea what to give to him....wallet,dinner,my cooks, belt dah penah bagi....

here are some suggestion from my friends.....

since fareed nak beli moto..ape kate support separuh....(hmm..kalau kata nak support mmg boleh..tapi,dwetnye mane sayang oiii) -GEE
fareed suke main game....n why not you buy new desktop to him....(mmg costly idea GEE ni)-GEE
pe kate beli sweater ker...hmm?-BAZ
beli beg yang mantap2...(beg ape eh yang mantap2 tu?)-FADHI
kasut bola, sneakers...FADHI
jeans...tapi ko kena wat2 fareed try kat kedai tu..nak tgk sesuai x die pakai...-AIDA
wat makan2 sudah...dinner ke..-TENGKU FARAH
T-shirt couple..(bkn sesuai bagi mase anni ke tue???)-AIDA

owhh....

actually i have something in mind,

i'll tell ya later k.....

LOVE made me ME...[V] special

2009-02-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

LOVE to me is not just simply by words...saying i love you ever,now and forever... but how i'm able to take those words into something subjective and meaningful, to my partner of course....into my daily actions...as for me i really realized by the word LOVE also has made me into a new person...same person but new inside and indirectly outside...my friends always say when somebody LOVES you, he should loves me as what i am..which is pretty true tho..but deep inside, which girlfriend in the world don't want to look good,beautiful, smart, to her guy rite??same goes with me...since i involve in my new love here i always want to look good as i can...and i really don't mind changing something in me which is also for the good of me...hahaha....

First my LOVE has made me work out so much and control my big feeding habits so then by now i already lost more than 10kg..that is not include severe diarrhea i got few weeks back... haha..impressive kan..

And, for your info..i really like to see many indian women legs..yup! i skodeng them..hahaha..i don't know whether you notice they has damn sexy skinny legs...most of them... especially when they wear kurta with legging-like pants...comey kan...so i dream to have one like that too..so since my baby give me so much support and he would really love to see me in those pair of legs also, guess i'm gonna work on it..i do really want to have one...

There are so many other things i lack last time i had now...happiness especially..so much happy i am now...

when it's time for touching down....sign2...

2009-02-07T00:50:00.000-08:00

Place:Giza pyramids
Poser:me and seRgiO
Prob:unta sengal ni....

nice post while camel try to stand...BIG SMILE..

finally up!..still smiling!!!

it's time for touch down...the most natural,unfake,funny-most post ever taken!!*

finally touched down...safely...smile!!

*sorry la guys, this pic cam lucah sket..but it was natural...sign2

**thanks baby for the ride!scary but i love it! hais...

Sick-Of-This!!

2009-02-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

yess madam ,i will come tomorrow...HUNDRED PERCENT!!..like this time i will come....

tv cabel fixer,takes 2 weeks to give 1 piece tv wire and a box>

ok mem, tomorrow i'll send my man to your apartment straightaway transfer your internet line... i call you tomorrow...you don't worry..

super stupid internet fixer,transfer pon susah ke?!!
till now he or his so called "man" didn't turned up!!...even once!>

give me rs300 mem, i asked for double meter right??...i'll go with empty auto.. police rules say have to pay double meter after 9pm...you said gokula this is not gokula...

the most bastardpeopleintheworld-auto man!!,who knows maths more than mathgeeks..my meter that time 120 so double means 240 rite???this stupid auto man ask for 300!!bangang kan!!!,who knows our place than us!! and claim we said wrong address..ask extra pay again!!,and made rules which police didn't even know...extra pay again!!!>

i am totally sick of this!!!

HOMEY YA!! great time in EGYPT! (1)

2009-01-12T10:24:00.000-08:00

the mummy return!!!

a 'lil cowgirl me!!:P

i just come back from vacation to EGYPT!!

there we were...riding horse on our own to the pyramids..

to tell you the truth...EGYPT is an amazing place to be...seriously.... andto spend your time there...wif friends, family and also love one...well, i'm not going alone of course....i was wif some other 7 friends...we had such a GREAT time together.....real GREAT time....

here are some piece of moments i captured for you guys....:)

we started from MUMBAI actually...we took a flite to CAIRO from there.... CAIRO is also known as kaherah kan bahasa melayunyer...hmm..this is my real first time in MUMBAI..and my first impression is...memang buruk, kotor n the sight seeing view memang x cantik langsung...even flite blom landing pon lagi....

why??

.. obviously because of the slump area...kat mesia kite panggil setinggan laaa...tapi setinggan ni memang dasyat abes...those who's been there will definitely agree wif me rite!!

then we took a direct flite to CAIRO....we arrived on 31st dis 2008...means malam tu konon2 nak sambut new year in EGYPT la kan...but unfortunately..the was NO SUCH NEW YEAR CELEBRATION IN EGYPT...

hmmm...maybe dorang x amalkan kot...so western kot...x macam kat malaysia....i'm damn glad to MALAYSIAN!!we have everythings...which sometimes we never sees it when we are home...n when we are far away..then we will miss those things we actually have kan???so irony isn't it???

then.....we started to run our tentative made ourselves!!...we made a 1st ever visit to the one of seven world wonder...>> THE GREAT PYRAMIDS OF GIZA...i am totally clueless...tonguetied....seeing those such beautiful pyramids...in GIZA only....they are damn beautiful.. for your info guys...there are 3 of them..and they really amazed me and us!!!

and for your info guys....kitorang berkuda selama almost two and half hours mengelilingi pyramids and the sphinx dalam cuaca yang sejuk amat dan berpasir2 lagi...hebat x?

look some more happy moment we had!!

me and SeRgio in front of the pyramids...

muke muke retard yang tak kering idea posing at the base of khufu pyramids..

SerGio at the sphinx...look almost similar you too..heheh

konon2 bersaksikan pyramid la kan...hehe

gambar ni mmg agak lucah sket..but nothing can be done..unta kalau nak berdiri die tonggek ke depan..so..gaya ni la bergambar...huhu

posing style ni mmg popular kat egypt...sume posing gaya ni..

so all in all... 1st trip to GIZA PYRAMIDS was very amazing moments

that happened 1st day...will tell you next k...daa....

me...lately....

2008-12-23T07:16:00.000-08:00

lately i found myself....

terlampau la sangat MALAS

malas sampai nak bangun pagi pon malas....gi kelas pon malas....nak bukak buku lagi sumpah malas...hmmm...hmmm...x tau nak jadi ape!!hahaha...

but....somehow damn EXCITED at other things..

hmm...say like masak for bekal everyday for seRgio and awin....emm..almost everydayla...and i really5x excited 'bout the Egypt vacation next week...haha...i guess this is one of the reason i become SO not interested in studying lately...hahahaha..

i also notice i really IN LOVE!!

hmmm...i really in love with my new house!!cantik !!...well it's quite small but cukup selesa n the furnishing damn smart....you guys gotta come to our house....hmm...mane la tau kiteorg wat housewarming nnt kan...well...don't worry u guys are all invited eh..hehe...x sabar sgt nak pindah!!

finally...i found my self so CLUMSY!!

hmmmm.... wat sume benda mesti kucar-kacir...n rushing...my love pon slalu bising...huh!....

i guess... enough for now....will tell u some other things later...chow!

i Am happy today!!

2008-12-14T08:47:00.000-08:00

Y???!

sebab die ni kot...hahaha.....

FYI....

i am so much much happier now than much much before coz somebody is really taking care of me and respect my feelings which i really lack last time....

semoga berkekalanlah hendaknya....amin...

A niTe we speNt to[G]etheR...

2008-12-14T03:29:00.000-08:00

hi thEre!!

...last nite.... me, SergiO n awin were watching live "Miss [W]orld" at my house..haha..the live tV show ran for 2 hours...i think so,hope u guys watching it.....and we've made a bet on who's gonna win that so-title 'miss [W]oRld.....

....uhh, uhh!! before that..i cooked nasi ayam and ayam madu..so i invited this two friends of mine here la...that's why they were at my place last nite...then..seRgio ask me to switch to channel Zcafe ..cam tu la kot bunyi channel tu..we were watching excitedly guys... hmm, 'Miss [W]oRld' je pon...so fanatically.. .and these people make noise a lot!!...dua org je pon...!!

but.... the irony was...my housemates was gone to qiyamulai that nite...gulp!!...and yet we were laughing damn loud cam ramai giler kat rumah time tu...haha..naseb x berkampung kat my house...huhu....and straight after that,we dismiss...seRgio has to go back early sbb katenye rmh die ade hantu..ok fine..!...and awin ..she got date last nite..fine gak..haha..

hhmm...just wanna thank u 2 bcoz datang lawat me at home...mkn n watch tV same2...that was so0 cool and sweet of u guys!luv ya!!

#oh 4got to mention seRgio won the bet..awin got 2nd...n im a big looser...!!lalala....

haPPy Bakrid!!

2008-12-14T01:50:00.000-08:00

Hi people!!it's been sometimes i didn't write yeh?...hmm.. actually toO many things to do lately...ok lets starts with what had happened few days back...

EID MUBARAK CELEBRATION

Well we had idul-adha celebration last week.. N just for your info people,here they call it bakrid…so wish ya
happy bakrid to All muslim across the globe!!…may we learn something from the history and may we together become a better person.…insyallah…

So…the celeb was just like last year…same program,more alike food,nasyid but this time we got ceramah from outsiders...about what the ceramah was don’t ask me…because I came late that day..not just me,seRgio and awin also k, many more actually…datang makan je kot…

So here some pics taken that time…

muke2 yang datang mase makan je..hehe..

mase ni la nak tgk budak2 ni pakai baju melayu n kurta....sejuk mata mak memandang..erkk..:p

tiga sejoli...

Student! ni hamid...sometimes MBBS student also suffer severe, sudden and intermittent retardation...this is one example of such cases..tQ!

same cases also can be seen here....the sign and symptoms are much clearer here..haha

haha...yang ni korang kena sabar je..sbb diriku mmg ske posing..so biarla kan..haha

...uhuh..anggun nya diriku..:p

hmm..actually there are some more pic taken...but i'll upload later k..

finally...

5 things i would say 'bout the celeb>>>

ove[R]crowded..msu we DAMN need much bigger space to breathe...
Better fOODs tho it's expected ...
orgAnised program except for the food management...kebulur dah orang mknn x sampai2...
niCely dre[S]sed people except for the shawl bulu2...nice dress-up...seriously, i want one to0... but x kena tempat kot dik..tunggu annual dinner k..
and more lively performances...ade org main tabla lagi..cam tu kot name intsrument tu..

Can'T w[A]it ''Nmore...>>>for something worthful :)

2008-12-09T07:03:00.000-08:00

It's been TOO LONG....

2 months neway... i've been saving some money for many reasons...i'd put so many commitments on my shoulder 'til i feel that i've overloaded it!!....
thou at 1st my intention is pretty good... for a better future of me....hopefully....but lately...just recently... i started to feel like i had enough of it....just can't take it 'nmore!!

>all money gone to egypt--->>>>>>>

I really really in tight budget... in short im just so not me...what i used to be...what i used to do....what i used to spend my money on..shoes..baju2...movies!!...mkn best2...makeup things...not even MG'n'Brigade road window shopping..!!the impact was just so0oooo much!

...BUt at the other side... i think i did something worthy kot,

winter vacation to Egypt which cost me Rs 65,000 not including flite and train ticket to mumbai
buy scOOter .... Rs 25,000....gile murahkan?..coz i get from seRgio...hehe
moving to new house....aprox. Rs 80,000 - 90,000....mmg mahal rumah kat sini..
vacation to GoA this march break...Rs 30,000

For the egypt vacation...everything is ready...tinggal nak gi je...:).... n blk2 vacation jer dapat scOOter..and serGio will get his new Yamaha Fz16 too...and by end of January i really hope i can find a house to settle in...and dwet vacation to GoA pon da ready....

So...it is really hard actually to do something that surely u cannot do...saving TOO MUCH money thou for your own good sake...but it not impossible tapi....and as to me... i really appreciate people around me who really helpful to say...hey,ni membazirlah ... or oi,beli yang penting2 je dulula...:) ....hehe...thanks!!

thou im not going back to malaysia this winter break and march break...which i really want to ...but i feel so much RELIEVED because i did something worthful ..:")

Here i begin....>>>>janggal :p!!

2008-12-08T08:18:00.000-08:00

hi there!! hmm..1st..finally i managed to hve my own blog...:)..still new to this thing....im still a 'lil baby here...but im looking 4ward to improve myself in blogging, seriously...erkk janggal la plak berkata -kata begini...

s0...where should i start??!!

A 'lil bit about me....im just like others...simple *but sometimes can be complex too, happy-go-lucky, and i have my own personality and my own life...which i hardly ever let people interfere into it...sergio used to describe me "degil" ,which i am :P....haha!

The other thing 'bout me is im quite fussy in certain things...say like things that we share everyday..emm...kebersihan dapur??..im so particular 'bout this people!!..and im quite loose at some other thing too..like somebody life or other life....x ske kepoci...lantaklakan...

There are so many things i wanted to share now but...but make it later...i think this is enough 4 a good start kan..i'll be telling some other things next time...'bout me, people around me and many other things la ok....:P